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Old Dec 10, 2016, 09:15 PM
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I went to my squads xmas party and felt very uncomfortable. First the sight of everyone with their loved one made me so sad that I was there alone. Then went to salad bar and looked at myself and couldn't stand it. Then my anxiety shot up. I wasn't having a good time and felt very self conscious. I snuck out and drove home. Now I'm sad and teary. Can't get a girl can't lose weight. I'm so ashamed of myself and thought I was doing good trying to take care of myself.
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Old Dec 10, 2016, 09:59 PM
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Did you look into any intensive outpatient therapy?
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 06:47 AM
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No was doing well before this.
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 09:04 AM
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I'm sorry you had that experience, but I can understand how you feel. Continued prayers for you.
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 09:26 AM
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 11:27 AM
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I once had a boyfriend who weighed over 350 lbs. we went fishing everyday. He was a great lover.
I'm 5'9" and at the time weighed145.
Remember there is an *** for every saddle. A mop for every bucket.
Unfortunately he passed away. I still miss him.
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 01:27 PM
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I just can't get past my self image.
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 01:29 PM
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I just can't get past my self image.
That's one thing I've struggled with for as long as I can remember.
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 06:45 PM
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Count me in. I avoid my reflection at all costs.
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 10:10 PM
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Hugs, boogie.

There's a girl out there for you. You'll find her. Or she'll find you!

You seem like the sweetest person in the world.
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Old Dec 12, 2016, 04:35 PM
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Took off work today. Did nothing but sleep. How do I approach my squad mates tomorrow.
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