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Old Dec 11, 2016, 02:39 PM
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I had trauma come back on Wednesday. I'm not actively thinking about the memories anymore but my body is still affected. My brain is muddled. I just want to sleep. I don't care to see anyone or do anything. I'm sad.

I dont have time for this right now. I need to move on but my brain is still fighting the fear and sadness. My brain feels like I'm in a dream and nothing is real.

Does any of this make sense? My memory is shot right now and so I concentration. Wish I could talk to t.
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 02:40 PM
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Does your t have an emergency contact # you can call?
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 02:43 PM
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Does your t have an emergency contact # you can call?
I called my DBT coach but no return
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 02:46 PM
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I called my DBT coach but no return
It's hard, especially on the weekends. One would think that they would have someone you could call at all hours of the day or night.
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 03:31 PM
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Well infected me regular t and she actually called me to check on me. She's so sweet.

I'm crying and I don't know why. I can't stop.

I start leading my art group tomorrow so she said to come early and Coke sit in her office (she works at that location in volunteering at too.)

I hate feeling like this. It hasn't happened in a long time.

I want to feel cheerful and stop ugly crying.

I want to isolate but I'm trying to stop it
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 03:41 PM
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I know how you feel, except that I was the complete opposite in that I couldn't cry for what seemed like an eternity, all of a sudden I was having severe SIs. I hope things get better for you.
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 04:05 PM
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I'm having Suicidial thoughts suddenly and I hate that. I'm gonna lay in bed with my cat and just listen to music.

My brain seems to be freaking out
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 04:22 PM
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Sending lots of hugs your way.
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 04:24 PM
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Thanks. I'm trying
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 04:31 PM
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Sometimes that's all we can do.
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 06:04 PM
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I've calmed down now
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Hope you're still doing okay. (((((Hugs)))))
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 06:21 PM
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I am, thanks. My eyes hurt from crying and id rather be in bed but I'm going out to meet a fella
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I hope you have a good time!
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 08:55 PM
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Well I certainly did. He asked me to be his girlfriend Tonight
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Well I certainly did. He asked me to be his girlfriend Tonight
Woah! Was that unexpected? That sounds great!!
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Old Dec 11, 2016, 10:01 PM
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Yes it was!
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Old Dec 12, 2016, 07:20 AM
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I can't believe what happened yesterday. It was so emotional and dramatic and scary too. Geesh.

I also can't believe I now have a boyfriend.
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Old Dec 12, 2016, 07:36 AM
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Congrats on your new boyfriend! You deserve it
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