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Old Dec 05, 2016, 02:42 AM
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I realize I have offended people. I realize I've scared some people off and am too much right now. I've tried to calm down with posting but it's getting more obsessive and I'm sharing things in not ready to share and it's keeping me triggered over and over and I need to find something new for my wavy mind.

Someone put me on delete and I think I know why and they are right and I am sorry and I doubt they will see this but I said it.

I think I hurt many people and I just don't see myself clearly right now.

So I'm taking a vacation and hope to come back and see you all again soon. You all helped so much and made me cry many tears of gratitude. Unfortunately I'm just not well enough to post. I told myself if I got to a certain point I would stop before saying things I regret but I passed that point weeks ago.

I hope I can start fresh when I come back. We shall see how it goes. So I'm not saying goodbye, just see ya soon.
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 03:03 AM
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For what it's worth, you've never offended me, but I can understand the accidental oversharing and getting triggered.

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Old Dec 05, 2016, 03:05 AM
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You have never offended me personally, just thought you should know that. I hope you have a good break, and please come back when you feel ready!
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 03:25 AM
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Just wanted to say, Elsa, that you never offended me. You've been very supportive and helpful. Thank you for that. It is understandable though that you feel the need to take a break in order to better take care of yourself. We're here whenever you are ready to come back. Take care. (((Hugs)))
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 05:03 AM
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There' s a person on the boards who has me on ignore, so it happens. I read your posts frequently and take away a lot of good stuff. Of course, if you feel this place is affecting your mental health, it's probably a good thing to step away for awhile. We'll see you on the other side.
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 07:20 AM
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Dearest ElsaMars,

I have never found you offensive.
I have only found you full of compassion.
Your Presence here makes this board a better place.

Yet, your own well-being is most important.
If you feel time away will help you, then take all of the time you need.
I will be thinking of you, wishing you the best daily.

With Love, Admiration and Gratitude,


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Old Dec 05, 2016, 08:14 AM
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I've also never found anything you say offensive and you've been very supportive to many here. If you need to take a break though it's understandable. Take gentle care of yourself...hugs
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 08:17 AM
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ElsaMars, I think you're great, and I look forward to seeing you back on here again soon.
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 08:29 AM
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You're not a prickly person. You're very compassionate and helpful and caring. I think you're being really hard on yourself. Be kind to ElsaMars, she deserves it!!!
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 08:36 AM
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I realize I have offended people. I realize I've scared some people off and am too much right now. I've tried to calm down with posting but it's getting more obsessive and I'm sharing things in not ready to share and it's keeping me triggered over and over and I need to find something new for my wavy mind.

Someone put me on delete and I think I know why and they are right and I am sorry and I doubt they will see this but I said it.

I think I hurt many people and I just don't see myself clearly right now.

So I'm taking a vacation and hope to come back and see you all again soon. You all helped so much and made me cry many tears of gratitude. Unfortunately I'm just not well enough to post. I told myself if I got to a certain point I would stop before saying things I regret but I passed that point weeks ago.

I hope I can start fresh when I come back. We shall see how it goes. So I'm not saying goodbye, just see ya soon.
I hope you don't stay away too long! Good health to you.
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 12:01 PM
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I have found you to be very supportive and caring. I understand your need for a break. I hope you come back soon.
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 04:19 PM
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I'm going to miss you while you're away. You've always been very helpful and supportive here and I can't imagine how you've offended anyone enough to be put on their Ignore list. I'm sorry to hear that.

See you when you come back. Best wishes for good health and a swift resolution to your problems. ((((HUGS))))
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 04:52 PM
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I have never seen anything offensive from you. I hope that you feel recovered and come back soon.
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 05:07 PM
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Good luck to you Elsa, perhaps it will work out better for you on your return.

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Old Dec 05, 2016, 05:32 PM
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I hope you return soon. You are a great part of this community, always supportive and caring. I have never seen any offensive posts by you.
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 06:05 PM
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I've only found you to be kind and compassionate as well and I always appreciate your take on things but, I do understand if you need a break.
I will miss you while you're gone.

((((ElsaMars))))
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 06:12 PM
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I've never found you to be offensive, but I understand the need for a break.
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 06:17 PM
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do what you need to for your health, get what you need and see you when you return.

Never found you offensive either.
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 06:20 PM
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Hey everyone. Thanks for understanding. I wrote someone I thought I offended but didn't according to them but I know I did offend a few others ....or I think I did. Not entirely sure about all of this. I was sure I offended people and then I wanted to run away and hide but I decided instead of running away, this time in my life I would politely try and excuse myself and come back when I know I'm thinking straight. Hopefully that time comes.

I've shared too much too fast recently and it caused my thinking to become less clear so I think it was too much for me. I'm not sure if I'm seeing any of this clearly now but in time I will know.

Thanks for all the well wishes everyone. I will miss you all and look forward to coming back when I'm a bit better and I hope you will remember me when I do. (((Hugs)))

I will be checking PM's from time to time so you might see me POP of here and there but I'm trying not to post until I'm sure what I'm saying is tasteful and helpful. ((((More hugs)))
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 07:03 PM
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Certainly never offended me. Just getting to know you, so don't be gone too long. You bring a super duper energy to the forum. :-)
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 07:39 PM
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You haven't offended me. You've been clear and understanding. I'll miss you and hope you return soon.
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Old Dec 05, 2016, 08:09 PM
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Come back only when you are strong enough.
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I will miss you.
You are always so thoughtful and caring.
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Old Dec 06, 2016, 02:11 AM
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I like ya elsa.. never did anything to offend me. just been supportive. but if you think this is a good idea, I'll support ya. hope you don't stay away too long! and hope you start feeling better.
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Old Dec 06, 2016, 11:05 AM
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You have never offended me, I'll miss you. Take best care of you
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Old Dec 06, 2016, 11:24 AM
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We'll miss you, elsa. Come back soon!
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