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Dec 16, 2016, 05:08 PM
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Yesterday the wall changed colors. Not real, I know that. Today I feel bugs crawling on me and making me itch. Gah. So annoying. I know it's not real. I guess this stuff is gonna keep happening now. Lol it started almost a year ago next week. This time last year I was manic and dropped into deep depression-lets just say the police and ambulance showed up at my house. Bah.
Anyone else rely on antipsychotics to keep this stuff at bay? I'm taking haldol but they still come.
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#2
Dec 16, 2016, 05:24 PM
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I do but zyprexa doesn't always keep them at bay either.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 6 mg  Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#3
Dec 16, 2016, 05:27 PM
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I don't like this
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Dec 16, 2016, 05:30 PM
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Wellbutrin gave me the bug crawly feeling. Yuck.
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Dec 16, 2016, 05:30 PM
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I'm on abilify for auditory, visual, and tactile hallucinations. They keep upping the dose because they keep getting worse. I'm sorry you're going through this; it really is horrible so I feel you. *hugs*
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Dec 16, 2016, 05:33 PM
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I just keep telling myself they're not real. I don't see my pdoc until mid January anyhow.
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#7
Dec 16, 2016, 05:49 PM
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Abilify does a good job at keeping away the big hallucinations but I still deal with bugs on my skin and SI thoughts are less.
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Dec 16, 2016, 06:03 PM
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Dec 16, 2016, 06:06 PM
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Yeah I'm allergic to abilify. Throat and tongue swell up.
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Dec 16, 2016, 06:08 PM
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If I've had hallucinations that I think are real happen then something tips me off as strange. They seem real at first then their behavior isn't quite right. Like the time I saw people walk into me head on so that we were going to collide. I jumped out of the way only to see the person had "disappeared".
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Dec 16, 2016, 06:15 PM
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Dec 16, 2016, 06:16 PM
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Dec 16, 2016, 06:29 PM
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When I see spiders it's like that....I think I see one scurrying and when I get scared and look again it's gone!
 when I was in psychosis I was so worried about the spiders I wouldn't sleep in case they got in my bed.
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Dec 16, 2016, 06:32 PM
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Dec 16, 2016, 10:53 PM
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Yep just saw one...
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Dec 16, 2016, 10:54 PM
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It's not real it's not real it's not real
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Dec 16, 2016, 10:54 PM
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could you just be tired?
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Dec 16, 2016, 11:20 PM
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No I slept great last night and I'm not tired yet.
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Dec 17, 2016, 03:53 AM
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So sorry this is happening to you. Can you make an emergency appointment with your pdoc? But yes, they are NOT real. Try not to panic. Breathe and distract yourself with whatever takes your mind off the hallucinations. Sending HUGS!
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#20
Dec 17, 2016, 10:52 AM
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I see him again in January. Since I know it's not real I think I am ok.
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Dec 17, 2016, 06:47 PM
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It's really interesting how/that that happens (assuming it's not a coincidence that's what hallucinated people do, or those near you).
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Dec 17, 2016, 07:00 PM
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 hang in there.
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#23
Dec 17, 2016, 07:16 PM
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I was having auditory hallucinations that were telling me to do very nasty things. During this period I also had a hallucination (psychotic break) where there were demons on my computer screen after a minute of this the demons started crawling coming from my screen and turned into quite real creatures. As they got closer to face I didn't know what to do, I was very scared but finally came to my senses enough to turn off the computer.
Things like the above continued for a while until I had my risperidone dosage increased. |
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#24
Dec 17, 2016, 07:51 PM
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I'm very very pissy and sad today. I keep crying. Some of it is situational and I don't think the nasty weather is helping. I'm Hoping seeing my boyfriend tomorrow will help some.
I totally just took an Ativan because I'm avoiding my feelings today.
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| Moose72, Victoria'smom
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#25
Dec 17, 2016, 09:32 PM
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Geez I had a freaking ugly crying break down! My t called and talked to me and I'm ok now but I was really feeling it. Ativan helps too
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