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Dec 18, 2016, 07:05 PM
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I'm not sure what's causing this, but I've been dealing with significant dissociation. I feel like I'm in a parallel universe and am disconnected from the people I love around me. I feel like I am literally beyond the looking glass, and trapped in here with me is the jabberwocky... a monster that is stalking me.
This feeling scares me, especially the monster. I know this monster. This is the monster that forces me to hurt myself and tells me I have to kill myself. I want nothing to do with it. What should/can I do?
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN |
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Dec 18, 2016, 07:16 PM
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See the pdoc STAT!!!!
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BP2, previously diagnosed with Major Depression and Generalized Anxiety. Latuda Luvox Klonopin |
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Dec 18, 2016, 07:37 PM
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In the past I have dealt with bad dissociation. It is extremely disorientating and frightening. Are you under stress and/or anxiety? That is what causes it for me. Definitely see the pdoc ASAP. It can cause a whole host of problems. Take care.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD  "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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Dec 18, 2016, 07:41 PM
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Fortunately I'm meeting my pdoc tomorrow.
Yes, I'm highly anxious right now. It might be caused by a new medication I started recently, or it might just be this time of year that I tend to get anxious. I can deal with dissociation but not with the monster. It scares me because in the past I've listened to it. 
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Dec 18, 2016, 07:48 PM
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Quote:
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