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Old Jan 13, 2017, 07:45 PM
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Thats right. Everybody is in there own little world here. Nobody ****ing cares. I used to feel love here but not anymore. This is a self centered disease and everybody is out for themselves all they can give is a puny wimpy ****ing hug. I ****i(ng give up. NoboY cares. Im tired of trying. L:ater...

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Old Jan 13, 2017, 07:50 PM
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Thats right. Everybody is in there own little world here. Nobody ****ing cares. I used to feel love here but not anymore. This is a self centered disease and everybody is out for themselves all they can give is a puny wimpy ****ing hug. I ****i(ng give up. NoboY cares. Im tired of trying. L:ater...
Ideally, we should balance our posts that we put up to be answered with others' posts we answer. This board is one of the most busy ones here at PC, so sometimes posts fall through the cracks. But you seem to need something now. What is it?
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Old Jan 13, 2017, 08:53 PM
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Im f*ucked up. Relapsed on alcohol. Have a prison bf with a golden heart but we have succummed to slips, trying to get my head straight enough to paint', I'm an artist, is that the way, He was a preacher for 28 years, never drank a drop, then fell afterall these years. I've asked him now he fell so far down and he proclaims doesn't to know.
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Old Jan 13, 2017, 09:20 PM
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I didn't say anything on your last post but left a hug because I didn't know what to say that might be helpful but I wanted you to know you were heard. I'm sorry that's not what you were looking for but you've sounded pretty manic lately and I didn't want to say the wrong thing.
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Old Jan 13, 2017, 09:34 PM
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I want to go to a bar. bf is passed out. wants to bringh up up
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Old Jan 13, 2017, 10:24 PM
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I'm in a bad struggle also. Vicious cycle.

Do I have fabulous advice ? Probably not.... But I think everyone wants to help but just doesn't know what to say.

Do you have anyone you can talk to face to face or if that's impossible talk to a help line on the phone?

I do help you keep posting here ,sometimes it's a good place to vent , I just needed to a few days ago. Did it fix my problems ? Nope , but I don't feel alone.
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Old Jan 13, 2017, 11:32 PM
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I'm not on here a lot, so I'm sorry I wasn't there to offer support. Sending you well wishes and good vibes!
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Old Jan 14, 2017, 12:19 AM
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I'm new here but it sounds like you're balancing a hell of a lot of changes and stress. Changed diagnosis, med changes, and your boyfriend being back. Don't beat yourself up cause any one of those things is hard to handle on its own, let alone altogether.
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Old Jan 14, 2017, 12:40 AM
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i am sorry you feel this way. i wish i could be more helpful.
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Old Jan 14, 2017, 07:54 AM
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thanks everybody...sorry for the drunk text...it's the day after and I guess I'm a little embarrassed...but I apppreciate the love and caring you gave me... that's what I needed..you're my buds
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Old Jan 14, 2017, 08:05 AM
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I've read & responded to your texts on the Addictions Forum. Come back. We understand what it's like to feel trapped.
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Old Jan 14, 2017, 11:36 PM
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thanks everybody...sorry for the drunk text...it's the day after and I guess I'm a little embarrassed...but I apppreciate the love and caring you gave me... that's what I needed..you're my buds
No worries, at least you told us you were drinking and it was pretty obvious that was driving it.
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Old Jan 15, 2017, 08:19 AM
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Do you feel like joining AA?
Talking with others who have a compulsion to drink may help.
Both my parents and my stepfather were alcoholics. They never wanted help.
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Old Jan 15, 2017, 08:22 AM
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Do you feel like joining AA?

Talking with others who have a compulsion to drink may help.

Both my parents and my stepfather were alcoholics. They never wanted help.


They said they quit AA recently.
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