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Thats right. Everybody is in there own little world here. Nobody ****ing cares. I used to feel love here but not anymore. This is a self centered disease and everybody is out for themselves all they can give is a puny wimpy ****ing hug. I ****i(ng give up. NoboY cares. Im tired of trying. L:ater...
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Im f*ucked up. Relapsed on alcohol. Have a prison bf with a golden heart but we have succummed to slips, trying to get my head straight enough to paint', I'm an artist, is that the way, He was a preacher for 28 years, never drank a drop, then fell afterall these years. I've asked him now he fell so far down and he proclaims doesn't to know.
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I didn't say anything on your last post but left a hug because I didn't know what to say that might be helpful but I wanted you to know you were heard. I'm sorry that's not what you were looking for but you've sounded pretty manic lately and I didn't want to say the wrong thing.
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I want to go to a bar. bf is passed out. wants to bringh up up
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I'm in a bad struggle also. Vicious cycle.
Do I have fabulous advice ? Probably not.... But I think everyone wants to help but just doesn't know what to say. Do you have anyone you can talk to face to face or if that's impossible talk to a help line on the phone? I do help you keep posting here ,sometimes it's a good place to vent , I just needed to a few days ago. Did it fix my problems ? Nope , but I don't feel alone.
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I'm not on here a lot, so I'm sorry I wasn't there to offer support. Sending you well wishes and good vibes!
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...Out of night and alarm Out of terrible dreams Reach me your hand! This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep: The white peace of the waking. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~ Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart ![]() Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN |
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I'm new here but it sounds like you're balancing a hell of a lot of changes and stress. Changed diagnosis, med changes, and your boyfriend being back. Don't beat yourself up cause any one of those things is hard to handle on its own, let alone altogether.
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i am sorry you feel this way. i wish i could be more helpful.
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thanks everybody...sorry for the drunk text...it's the day after and I guess I'm a little embarrassed...but I apppreciate the love and caring you gave me... that's what I needed..you're my buds
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I've read & responded to your texts on the Addictions Forum. Come back. We understand what it's like to feel trapped.
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Do you feel like joining AA?
Talking with others who have a compulsion to drink may help. Both my parents and my stepfather were alcoholics. They never wanted help.
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They said they quit AA recently.
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