[dreamrunner]

Last two days,since I forgot about work,I've just been vibrating.Cant seem to settle down.Pacing,cant concentrate,shakey....and of course those wonderful disturbing thoughts come flooding in.
Took 3 ativan....want to take alot more.Im not freaking or anything but I hope this doesnt propel into hypo....or maybe I am hypo?!....
dam.....I was doing sooooo good.
Im ranting a bit cause Im scared,I dont want to get sick again.
Any suggestions,does anyone else get like this?

[January]

Can you find a book to read? How about a walk? Playing games like Bejeweled or Scrabble on the computer takes your mind off things and makes you concentrate on the games. I sometimes play the game and watch tv at the same time. That way there is no room left for anything else.

I hope this helps just a little bit and I hope you feel better very soon.

Hugs,

Jan

[onyx69000]

yes i get like that. its either nerves or hypo sounds like but i am no dr so talk to yours and adjuast some meds. went to my dr today she said yes your manic. she wants to see me in 10 days for another visit. i told my husband and well he's like you are? he just hasn't been home enough to see me.. some days are great but others i feel i could crawl out of my skin with energy. . so we are adjusting my meds. back to you this is why i think it is prob manic episode. for you? hope you feel better. i know highs can be good and bad at the same time. don't worry !-onyx

[mydarlin]

I know what you are talking about...sometimes I just bounce off the walls. My hubby never seems to mind when I am manic. I wish he could understand how crazy I feel when I get like that...but he doesn't. He just worries about me getting depressed...little does he realize that I am just as bad when I am bouncing off the walls. I know sometimes it feels great to be manic but other times it is exasperating...sometimes it is both at the same time.
It will cycle out...just be patient...

[dreamrunner]

Thanks for the replies,feeling less shakey today.
Its amaxing how my body reacts to stress....overdrive.Went to bed early with the help of some ativan.Hopfully that will help to wind me down a bit,
If I dont have more stress I should be alright.
Its amazing how quicly" Yea Im doing great goes to holy crap Im freakin out."
Im trying to learn how to catch these things before I go into self destruct mode.....I guess it will take awhile.
Thanks for the support all.

Glad to hear ur feeling better (DR). Hope it continues....


T/C,,,,,,,,,,,, Tucker