[frogysgirl]

I just got re-stabilized on meds and now things around me are starting to spin. I started online school this week(Mon), saw my sister(Tues), it was my fiance's b-day(Wed) - we went out, and today I had to go buy an outfit for a wedding I'm attending at the end of Sept. School is a good thing in one sense - it's helping me control my PTSD, but now I'm worrying about assignments and trying to figure out how to use the *#@% computer software. Meanwhile, my fiance' starts manditory overtime in 2 weeks, I have at least 3 parties to got the month and I can't get the world around me to slow down!!!! My t is trying to get me to stay in the moment, but it's so hard to when everything seems to be happening at once. It takes me over an hour to get my brain to slow down enough at night so I can get to sleep (then I'm sometimes awakened by loud snoring in my ear!), and that's after I take an Ambien (not every night). I've tried several meds to help me with this, but I'm sensitive to most and have to stop taking them. Right now, I take lithium carbonate 150am & 300pm. I don't know if anyone has any advice, but I guess I just needed to "vent" to people who kind of understand what I'm going through.

Understand frogysgirl, Baby steps, just take baby steps it will all come round....

Tucker..........

[onyx69000]

completly understand right now im in the weeds!!!!! feel verry up. eworrying about going down~ hope you feel better tucker's right baby steps. i should remember that for me as well.-onyx