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Feb 14, 2017 at 11:37 AM
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 I spent the greater part of the night unable to sleep and then spent it trying not to down an entire bottle of pills. I SH for the first time in years. And I still don't feel like I want to be here. I'm just here. My fear was that I'd down the bottle and my children would wake and find me. I wrote out my goodbye note and everything but I burned it. I don't know what to do. I don't know why I crashed so quickly. Maybe its because I hate Valentines day with a passion. I'm just sitting here at home alone now. I probably shouldn't be. But I have medications to call in for my son and bill collectors to pay. I don't know how I'm suicidal one moment and the next moment I'm auto compelled to continue daily things as if I'm okay.  
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Feb 14, 2017 at 11:40 AM
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call you mental health provider or the suicide hot line number when YOu get like this. They are trained specifically to help you in crisis..
I am so sorry you are having a hard time right now. (((((HUGS))))) bizi __________________ lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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Feb 14, 2017 at 11:49 AM
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Nickiskip you are not alone! We all get like that from time to time!
When I am feeling depressed and alone, I just try and think of happier times that happened in my life or set out goals` that you love to do and share with other people!!!!! Take care................ 
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