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Feb 25, 2017, 06:53 PM
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There's a supernatural entity that wants me dead. It's watching me through the lights. It wants me to kill myself, but I don't want to die. But it's strong and it can make me do things. I have to try to outsmart it, usually by hurting myself in some non-lethal way.
I know this might be psychosis, but it feel so real. I've had this same entity tail me before. This just happens again and again. I'm scared. 
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#2
Feb 25, 2017, 06:54 PM
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What did you do last time to get the entity to go away?
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Feb 25, 2017, 07:15 PM
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Hospital. Med change. It went away after that. I really don't want hospital right now and I'm nearly maxed out on my meds.
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Feb 25, 2017, 07:20 PM
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I'd contact your Pdoc and run it by him/her. If you need inpatient you need it.
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Feb 25, 2017, 07:27 PM
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maybe drop the modafanil?
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Feb 25, 2017, 07:31 PM
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I see pdoc on Tuesday, so I guess I'll find out what he recommends then.
I haven't had issues so far with modafinil and I'm def not manic. If anything I desperately need modafinil to stay awake all day. But thanks for the suggestion.
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Feb 25, 2017, 07:50 PM
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Please call a medical professional for help, even if it's your local ER.Tuesday is a long time away, a long time to battle with your thoughts.
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Feb 26, 2017, 12:00 AM
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How are things going, Franz?
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Feb 26, 2017, 02:54 PM
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