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Old Mar 28, 2017, 04:38 PM
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It is crushing me. I sank into the depths of the hole I can't crawl out of. This is soul crushing. I can't find joy in anything at all. I can't even find a job because they are taking their sweet **** time with my disability review. I want to do something. I NEED TO SOMETHING.

But I don't want to do anything. I am sinking hard and fast. Life is a gift you say? Really?

I hate being bipolar. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate, I ****ING HATE IT.

Please make it stop.
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Old Mar 28, 2017, 04:44 PM
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Sorry your disability review is being drawn out.

I agree with your sentiments. Bipolar sucks *****. So done.
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Old Mar 28, 2017, 04:49 PM
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I'm so sorry. Bipoar does suck.
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Old Mar 28, 2017, 04:51 PM
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I am sorry you are going through this... May I offer you a gentle hug and a soft embrace. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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Old Mar 28, 2017, 04:51 PM
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Sorry you are struggling

When I had nothing to do and I was feeling down, I volunteered at an animal shelter. It helped me feel a lot better because animals are very therapeutic. I don't know if that's an option for you, though.
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Old Mar 28, 2017, 05:11 PM
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Thanks everyone. I would volunteer, but that requires gas and money, none of which I have and my car needs new tires, I barely make it to therapy. Thanks for the wonderful advice.

I am just having an utter **** day. I hate bipolar, I just hate it so much sometimes.
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Old Mar 28, 2017, 05:14 PM
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Sending hugs, sorry you are feeling so bad!
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Old Mar 28, 2017, 05:19 PM
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I am so sorry you are struggling so badly. Depression is a beast unlike any other. I will always remember the light of hope that you once shared with us all. It helped me then and I know you can't see it right now in the vast, dark tunnel you are in, but it's there and will reveal itself to you once again. I'm so sorry.
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