[scatterbrained04]

Saw pdoc this morning. Didn't speak up much. Well some but not enough. My heart was racing and I felt pissed off for no reason the whole time I was there. And depressed. Like throwing in the towel of this whole bipolar business.

Pdoc wants me to start seeing a T again. I don't know if I'll actually go. I never much benefitted from it before. Mostly because I barely talk. I think pdoc doesn't like that I don't speak up if I nose dive in between 3 month appointments and show up looking like ****. At least I didn't laugh in his face? I almost don't care anymore.

No med changes. Have go back in 1 month instead of 3.

[MatBell]

Do you have anyone else to talk to if not a therapist? I'm grateful for the one I have.

[Wild Coyote]

Was the apt helpful in any way?

I hope you have someone to talk to.

Sorry you are feeling depressed.
No fun.


WC

[scatterbrained04]

Originally Posted by Wild Coyote

Was the apt helpful in any way?

I hope you have someone to talk to.

Sorry you are feeling depressed.
No fun.


WC

Not so helpful. My own fault. He tried. I don't even know what I want. I feel completely unable to advocate for myself right now. The worse I get the less I care.