[bluemountains]

I'm starting a new day!!!!!!!
For anyone who read my posts lately, I was concerned that I would end up in Hospital in order to to get my mind back in order.
With daily therapy I have managed to make baby steps back to a bit of clarity. I am at home, I am not at work, but it is a holiday anyway conveniently, and I don't have to do any outpatient treatment-allowing me to avoid Family Med. Leave.
My big sad thing is that I am not completely back on track, so there are things I can't do yet. I must have someone with me all of the time still and I can't drive. The driving is a big one for me. I had wanted to take my three teenagers on a day trip to the beach during this week off. I think it means more to me than them, but I only have a little over a year before they will be off to college.
I again meet with my therapist today. She will have input about the driving because she always reports to my pdoc afterwords. I hope. I think activity will speed up normal.

Bluemountains

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by bluemountains

I'm starting a new day!!!!!!!
For anyone who read my posts lately, I was concerned that I would end up in Hospital in order to to get my mind back in order.
With daily therapy I have managed to make baby steps back to a bit of clarity. I am at home, I am not at work, but it is a holiday anyway conveniently, and I don't have to do any outpatient treatment-allowing me to avoid Family Med. Leave.
My big sad thing is that I am not completely back on track, so there are things I can't do yet. I must have someone with me all of the time still and I can't drive. The driving is a big one for me. I had wanted to take my three teenagers on a day trip to the beach during this week off. I think it means more to me than them, but I only have a little over a year before they will be off to college.
I again meet with my therapist today. She will have input about the driving because she always reports to my pdoc afterwords. I hope. I think activity will speed up normal.

Bluemountains

I'm so happy to hear that. I hope you continue to move forward. Don't be too upset at what you can't do and focus on the great things happening. I understand about your children. My daughter graduates in May and will be going to a college 2 hours away. I have some depression and anxiety about that but I'm working through it. Good for you!

That's good news, bluemountains!
I'm with Jennifer1967 -- focus on the forward steps. What you ARE doing. Don't worry about what is not yet. All in good time. It will come.

[Cocosurviving]

I'm happy for you....take things one day at a time and don't be afraid to ask for help.

[bluemountains]

Thanks for the nice stuff and well wishes-maybe not so well deserved but I'll take them.
I was a bit rough on my therapist today, I guess I just want all of the questioning behind me even though I know it's only what's best. Most of the time I just want to scream that I am doing better, enough for now!
Please all who are reading, know that this is just frustration talking and I working to get better.

Jennifer-many, many hugs-my oldest is in her junior year of college and my triplet boys will graduate next year from high school, so I feel your emotions! Btw, my daughter is two hours away and it hasn't been so bad. I think the first few months were the toughest.

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