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Aside from in home childcare, I haven't been employed while symptomatic. I have had a cleaning job at my church (my mega church...it's huge) since early Feb. I have almost three weeks of vacation time. Well, I am feeling over the top. My anxiety and agitation are through the roof and my husband keeps telling me I'm acting strangely. I am very hypo manic if not already manic. I feel like I can't work. However, I love my job and don't want to lose it. My husband says I should go in and that I'll be fine when I get there. I am torn between this mentality and thinking that I will act like a lunatic. What if I get worse? By the same token, what if it takes me months to come down? Will I call in until I'm stable? I will certainly lose my job and I haven't been there for nearly enough time for fmla. What do I do tomorrow? Do I stay or do I go? Thank you for your suggestions.
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![]() I agree with her suggestion. Cashart, I hope you are feeling stable soon. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() WC |
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I agree with the above suggestions. Maybe you need a tweak of meds. Spring is always my manic time, so I take an extra clonopin in the morning.
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Thank you! I am so glad I asked this question! That is such a great idea!
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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