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Does anyone notice their handwriting changing as they cycle? Generally my handwriting is chicken scratch anyway, but it will vary from completely unreadable to very neat. I'm watching what appears to be a daily change dependent on my mood and what is stressing me out. This 30-day taper of prednisone has me amped up, too.
Right now I would classify my handwriting as "neat". But yesterday and the day before that when I was a little stressed it could have been nicer. I can go through my handwritten notes over the last year (I keep everything for work) and see my mood shifting. It's interesting to see how the pattern is very wave like. |
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When I'm manic my handwriting goes to hell. I can look back at journals and see those times. I normally print everything in capital letters, very neatly. When I'm manic, the letters get large and oftentimes the content makes no sense.
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I am exactly the same.
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Yep. In eighth grade, I won the handwriting award. I still have very neat penmanship. It is something people often remark on. When manic it is messier. Sometimes I don't even bother to stay on the lines. I write page after page after page in my journal. My longest entry in my last mania was 17 pages in a single sitting. Both sides.
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Julie Bipolar I Agoraphobia w/Panic Features Current Episode: Depressed beginning 11/16 Oxcarbazepine 1200 Tapering off Quetiapine Bupropion ER 300 Yoga and Meditation You are not your illness. You have an individual story to tell. A name, a history, a personality. Staying yourself is part of the battle. --Julian Seifter |
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17 pages that's impressive!!!!!!!!!
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I have hand tremors so my handwriting has gone to hell in a bushel basket. But I have noticed that it's messier and bolder when I'm manic, and much more subdued in depression. Interesting observation, neodk.
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my turns into sprawling scribbles of insight in my journal. I think they. are so well written and profound at the time but when I look back I'm like.....
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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When I was on Lamictal I had TD so bad that my hands shook so badly that I could barely write. It was kind of embarrassing
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It gets very loopy and seems to flow a lot easier the more I swing into hypo/mania
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The only thing I've noticed is that over the years my signature has morphed into something looking like a doctor's scrawl. My writing stays the same no matter what mood I'm in but some where along the way my signature became too much trouble (probably from picking up and signing for all that medication) that I just scribble something down. Never the same twice.
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Yes! I usually have relatively neat all caps printing, but when I am manic it turns into serial killer cursive because I can write faster.
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My CPN use to like reading my journal for him as he would be able to tell what kind of mood I was in at that moment in time when writing in the journal. My handwriting goes from neat to BIG and SLOPPY and is a nightmare to re-read after I have came out of the manic phase. My signature is like a Doctor's signature unreadable.
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I took a skills assessment test at work the other day and my handwriting was absolutely awful. Every question was short essay and required at least three to four handwritten sentences. I was in hell because of my mania. I'm on a roller coaster right now so I've been varying between "neat" to illegible. I also notice that when I'm manic I right from the bottom of the page up. And when I'm stable I write normally going down. If I start to get manic while I'm writing I skip 3-4 lines at a time.
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Me too. I have entire notebooks filled with unintelligible symbols that I'm sure at the time seemed like gold but I doubt anybody could figure out what the words say, and even if they could they wouldn't be able to understand what the words mean.
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I write a lot smaller when I'm depressed. It doesn't look that much different between stable and manic. I do notice it's harder to write now, but that's more because of age than of mood.
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