Are You High, Low or in the Middle?

Feeling a little high. It was such a beautiful day, and I feel so privileged and lucky to be alive today. Just grateful that I have the means to buy groceries, can come home and turn the air conditioning on and be comfortable. I feel some guilt over my ex, but I think those feelings are normal.

Low and anxious. Not sure which feels worse. Anxiety or being low.

I really hope you come out of it soon @Crazy Hitch Thinking of you

Feeling a bit high, I think. Had a really good nap, and now I feel energized, ready for my online therapy appointment at 7pm.

Thanks @LadyShadow I appreciate your kind words 😊

I’m much better today than I have been all week. I’d say I’m comfortably in the middle. Part of that has been my hands shaking and not being able to sleep. I’m hoping that I don’t have the hand shaking that I had earlier in the week. I am therefore feeling hopeful.

Feeling a bit high, been posting a lot tonight. I used to post like this all the time when I was a new member. But I am feeling pretty good.

Feeling a bit high again, I usually get like this at night when I am feeling pretty good. I am also a little hungry.

Still low. Getting worse.

Hope you have better days ahead @raspberrytorte

A little bit high, but getting tired now - I hope I get some good sleep tonight.

Low. Getting even LOWER. Not good. 😭

Right in the middle. Thinking of my husband and it's making me worried and sad. But this is part of the healing process.

I hope you feel better soon @raspberrytorte

Hanging out right in the middle right now.

Just hanging out in the middle. A little frustrated, but things could be worse.

Hanging out in the middle. Content and relaxed, enjoying the night.

Little high I guess.

A bit high, just been going and going on about 5 hours sleep average the past few nights. I don't know man, hope this isn't mania.

Hanging out in the middle, but on the low side a bit. Was really tired earlier, really hate how big I am in terms of weight. Wish I could lose some of this weight so bad.

@LadyShadow

I hear you about the weight situation. I'm starting to accept that size L/XL (depending on brand) is just my new normal. Sigh. And that I've gone up like four pants sizes. Ugh. So depressing. BOOHOO. Whatever. I guess Husband still finds me attractive. He actually told me I look better with a little bit of weight on me.

Anyway, I'm just a little above normal. Stabilizing back down to normal levels, though hypersexuality is still high.

I used to be accepting of my weight at 200 pounds. Being 50 pounds heavier than that is messing with me so bad. I think I have to start taking control of it. Thank you so much for being so supportive @raspberrytorte !!

I am hanging out in the middle today, trying to get some cleaning done, and spending some time to myself. Also did laundry.

I've officially regressed down to normal levels. No crashing or anything. Just stable. Yawn 🥱 And very tired!

I'm in the middle, pretty level though I feel as if my emotions are blunted due to meds. But I'm not having suicidal ideations, and I'm not manic, so that is a plus. I've been stable almost a month. Sigh. I've gained weight too, but I guess hanging out at 125 lb. is not a tradegy by any means. But I used to be 110 lb. (sigh).

Sigh. Depressed now.

I'm kind of low because I don't feel good physically. I've tried various meds and a nap. I just have a headache bordering on a migraine right now.

Thought I was depressed, but now I don't know.

I am hanging out in the middle after a rough start this morning. Will start writing again to keep myself busy, and try to sort out some things that I have been neglecting. Just trying to be kinder to myself has been a challenge this week.