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#526
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Feeling a little high. It was such a beautiful day, and I feel so privileged and lucky to be alive today. Just grateful that I have the means to buy groceries, can come home and turn the air conditioning on and be comfortable. I feel some guilt over my ex, but I think those feelings are normal.
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#527
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Low and anxious. Not sure which feels worse. Anxiety or being low.
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#528
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I really hope you come out of it soon @Crazy Hitch
![]() ![]() Feeling a bit high, I think. Had a really good nap, and now I feel energized, ready for my online therapy appointment at 7pm.
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#529
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Thanks @LadyShadow I appreciate your kind words 😊
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#530
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I’m much better today than I have been all week. I’d say I’m comfortably in the middle. Part of that has been my hands shaking and not being able to sleep. I’m hoping that I don’t have the hand shaking that I had earlier in the week. I am therefore feeling hopeful.
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#531
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Feeling a bit high, been posting a lot tonight. I used to post like this all the time when I was a new member. But I am feeling pretty good.
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#532
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Feeling a bit high again, I usually get like this at night when I am feeling pretty good. I am also a little hungry.
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#533
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Still low. Getting worse.
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#534
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Hope you have better days ahead @raspberrytorte
![]() ![]() A little bit high, but getting tired now - I hope I get some good sleep tonight.
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#535
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Low. Getting even LOWER. Not good. 😭
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#536
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Right in the middle. Thinking of my husband and it's making me worried and sad. But this is part of the healing process.
I hope you feel better soon @raspberrytorte ![]() ![]()
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#537
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Hanging out right in the middle right now.
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#538
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Just hanging out in the middle. A little frustrated, but things could be worse.
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#539
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Hanging out in the middle. Content and relaxed, enjoying the night.
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#540
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Little high I guess.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#541
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A bit high, just been going and going on about 5 hours sleep average the past few nights. I don't know man, hope this isn't mania.
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#542
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Hanging out in the middle, but on the low side a bit. Was really tired earlier, really hate how big I am in terms of weight. Wish I could lose some of this weight so bad.
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#543
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@LadyShadow
I hear you about the weight situation. I'm starting to accept that size L/XL (depending on brand) is just my new normal. Sigh. And that I've gone up like four pants sizes. Ugh. So depressing. BOOHOO. Whatever. I guess Husband still finds me attractive. He actually told me I look better with a little bit of weight on me. ![]() Anyway, I'm just a little above normal. Stabilizing back down to normal levels, though hypersexuality is still high.
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#544
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I used to be accepting of my weight at 200 pounds. Being 50 pounds heavier than that is messing with me so bad. I think I have to start taking control of it. Thank you so much for being so supportive @raspberrytorte !!
I am hanging out in the middle today, trying to get some cleaning done, and spending some time to myself. Also did laundry.
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#545
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I've officially regressed down to normal levels. No crashing or anything. Just stable. Yawn 🥱 And very tired!
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#546
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I'm in the middle, pretty level though I feel as if my emotions are blunted due to meds. But I'm not having suicidal ideations, and I'm not manic, so that is a plus. I've been stable almost a month. Sigh. I've gained weight too, but I guess hanging out at 125 lb. is not a tradegy by any means. But I used to be 110 lb. (sigh).
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#547
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Sigh. Depressed now.
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#548
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I'm kind of low because I don't feel good physically. I've tried various meds and a nap. I just have a headache bordering on a migraine right now.
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#549
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Thought I was depressed, but now I don't know.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#550
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I am hanging out in the middle after a rough start this morning. Will start writing again to keep myself busy, and try to sort out some things that I have been neglecting. Just trying to be kinder to myself has been a challenge this week.
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