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#1
May 07, 2017, 05:54 PM
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My daughter was wiping tears from my face. Today I was yelling in hers. 😭😭😭😭😭
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#2
May 07, 2017, 06:02 PM
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Hold on you can make it through this.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#3
May 07, 2017, 07:28 PM
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I thought I read a post earlier that you are getting a little bit better. Has something changed? Hugs coming your way.
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May 07, 2017, 08:09 PM
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Unfortunately "better" right now means inexcusuable mania. I literally put my head in front of here head a yelled. Such a ***** !
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#5
May 07, 2017, 08:27 PM
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  (((((( cashart ))))))  WC |
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#6
May 08, 2017, 01:16 AM
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well this is why I disagree with your signature quote. madness is NOT terrific it's monstrous. it's not romantic it's destructive.
just hug your kid and make them feel better. I know you probably did already because I can tell you love them much. hope you get this episode under control fast!
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#7
May 08, 2017, 02:14 AM
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Hang in there! BTW I agree with jacky. Sorry.
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#8
May 08, 2017, 04:20 AM
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Hang in there beautiful. Can you contact your pdoc? Maybe a med adjustment is in order. No one should have to suffer mixed episodes. I hope you are stable soon.
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#9
May 08, 2017, 01:55 PM
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I've done that too, unfortunately.
 Do you think you need a med change, or just a time-out from being a mom? |
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#10
May 08, 2017, 03:50 PM
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Thank all of you. Honestly, I think this episode is the result OF a med change and will be in all of our best interest soon. I am seeing my pdoc weekly. I just hate what I put them through. I think madness is destructive at its worse but there is beauty in all of its destruction. Like an internal war...one that makes me the best me...a MUCH better me who exists in pure insanity. My sweet girl asked me "when is "dr who" going to fix your meds. I had no idea how perceptive she is and that she even knew my doctor's name. She loves me despite my insanity and our love is, despite its many, manly flaws, so much deeper than ordinary, I believe. Maybe that is just the passion in me speaking...but trust me, she EXERTS the same passion.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#11
May 08, 2017, 04:03 PM
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I hope you feel better soon.
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