[Wild Coyote]

Originally Posted by Fharraige

Hope you feel better Jennifer.

Had another headache today but not as bad as yesterday. My second course for college started today. It's a lot more work but I have most of this week's work done. I also have to write another poem this week. Anxiety kicked in around noon so I laid down for a couple of hours. Will be starting dinner soon.

Mood has been kind of grumpy from the headache. I think there may be something going on with the CPAP machine or just the dust kicked up in the house. Or it could be pollen. I don't know.

Daughter is home and freaked out over a spider. I got it since my husband was taking a nap at the time. It was big so it freaked me out too.

Sorry about the migraine. Your second day of it. No fun!
It's my second day of being on the edge of one.

Enjoyed your recent poem in creative corner.


WC

[Moose72]

Seems like so many of us are in pain. (((Everybody)))

Tomorrow is N2's graduation! We have to be at the venue at 8:30 in the morning tomorrow for a rehearsal. That's all I know. Then 5 for N3 as he's in the band then it all starts at 6. N2 knows what time she has to be there at night. I can't keep it all in my head! It was just a recording that called and rambled all this information off. There's even a brunch in there somewhere, but heck if I know when!

I'm going to get a good night's sleep, get a shower in the morning and start the day off right. Then hopefully it will all go well.

[Wild Coyote]

Originally Posted by Moose72

Seems like so many of us are in pain. (((Everybody)))

Tomorrow is N2's graduation! We have to be at the venue at 8:30 in the morning tomorrow for a rehearsal. That's all I know. Then 5 for N3 as he's in the band then it all starts at 6. N2 knows what time she has to be there at night. I can't keep it all in my head! It was just a recording that called and rambled all this information off. There's even a brunch in there somewhere, but heck if I know when!

I'm going to get a good night's sleep, get a shower in the morning and start the day off right. Then hopefully it will all go well.

Wow! A very big day, mom!


WC

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Wild Coyote

Wow! A very big day, mom!


WC

Yes! I'm afraid I'll forget something or be late somewhere.

[Moose72]

I'm tired but I can't go to bed now. It's too early! The sun is still shining brightly! I think I'll get a shower in the morning which means getting up early. Suppose N3 doesn't have to come along to rehearsal in the morning. I think I'll go lay out my clothes though. That will help. Oh! And did I mention that yesterday, N2 walked in on me after my shower? Yup. Stark naked as a blue jay! She just waltzed in intending on using some saline spray on her piercing not remembering that this is my bedroom.

[liveforsummer]

Have a wonderful day tomorrow Moose72!! Savour the moment

[gina_re]

I had a decent day if I don't factor in this ridiculous heat outside. My sister dropped off my nephew last night. He was in a bad mood because he was awaken when they pulled into my driveway. But he calmed down and fell asleep not too long after. We had a good morning, and then drove up north to meet up with my sister. I hung out with her for a while then the oldest came home from school. I took her to pick up dinner and fill a prescription then back home to let the family enjoy family dinner time.
I got an appointment with my pdoc tomorrow after I told her my insurance runs out at the end of the month. Just want to tie up loose ends. I'm nervous. I'm just on pins and needles until I have some sort of idea on where my income will be coming from after July, whether it be from another job or Uncle Sam.

[scatterbrained04]

Well, it wasn't the most productive day at work for me, but I got through it. Took care of a car issue without too much panic, though it was very minor (just a burned out bulb). I dislike dealing with car issues and maintenance. It makes me anxious. If I ever get married, it's the first thing I'm pawning off lol.

[jacky8807]

have a great day moose!!

I'm feeling speedy and racy. lots of words filling my throat and begging to come out. trying to stay contained

[Lifeischallenging]

I'm glad I have my psychiatrist to see on Wednesday. I'm feeling a little mixed. Right now I am coping. I'm still having a hard time signing up for a gym membership. I'm not to concerned about last wednesday. I know I need to let him know as he might have to adjust my dose. I just realized that when it comes to that sort of thing I need to slow down and think before acting. Its like being a pedestrian almost. Only difference is your driving. I am also hoping I don't have to go back and see him so often. I mean my pdoc is all the way in Plainville. I don't want to drive back and forth like this all the time.

[liveforsummer]

Calling it a day..... still trying to decide what to do about meds...tomorrow is a new day.
Wishing everyone a good nights sleep zzzzzzzzz

[bizi]

Originally Posted by liveforsummer

Calling it a day..... still trying to decide what to do about meds...tomorrow is a new day.
Wishing everyone a good nights sleep zzzzzzzzz

How are you confused about meds????
I forget...
bizi

Bought toooons of puzzles on Amazon. Not regular puzzles that you piece together, but stuff like Sudoku, etc.. "Brain puzzles", I suppose?

Trying to limit my internetz usage from 12+ hours a day to 10, hence my choice of buying puzzles on Amazon. (And btw, I do work 8 hrs a day during the week using the internet, so the 10 hrs includes the 8 hr work days plus the 2 hrs of free time.)

I did use it for 13 hours yesterday, BUT BUT BUT I used 10 of those hours for work, so that is justified.

lol i'm so pathetic, but i'm sure y'all can relate

internetz = life

[Faltering]

I'm now uninsured and can't afford my medication. Not sure what I'm going to do. The pharmacist said my prescription would cost over $300 out of pocket. I found a coupon but it's for a lower dose. I guess that will have to do, if it even works.

[Gabyunbound]

I'm leaving on Tuesday to move across county for a job and to be closer to family.

I've been flipping between great productivity and anxiety and low mood so intense that I get paralyzed and can do next to nothing. Great energy and then next to none, or somehow, weirdly, both at the same time. I'm an utter, holy mess.

My car will be taken away to get taken across country in a couple of days and my things packed up and loaded on Monday.

I have a thousand things still to do. I'm scared, so scared I won't get it all done. I'm scared about my moods. I suppose they're normal for what I'm going through, but they're so intense, I'm on the cusp of just not being able to take it.

Yesterday was my last day at work. A lot of 'lasts' lately. I've been getting headaches every day. I've been feeling more and more down, wondering if I'm doing the right thing for me.

I need a lot of support right now, and I have it from a good friend here, but
the family I'm mostly moving for, is at their busiest time of year. I'm afraid I'll get there (I don't know the area) and just be abandoned because no one has time for me, or not much. I'm so so scared on so many levels.

[Nammu]

((((((((((Gaby)))))))))))) that's scary. I moved from Texas to MN for family it's been mostly worth it.

[Moose72]

So today is going well so far! Yay!

[hopeless2015]

So far so good today. Sitting in my on my lunch hour with the a.c. on....its super hot here right now. Good morning at work and hope afternoon goes the same. No concentration issues so far today....thankfully

[Guiness187055]

Feel better than yesterday. Depression has gotten better. Actually going to get out of the house for a little bit.

[Wild Coyote]

Originally Posted by Gabyunbound

I'm leaving on Tuesday to move across county for a job and to be closer to family.

I've been flipping between great productivity and anxiety and low mood so intense that I get paralyzed and can do next to nothing. Great energy and then next to none, or somehow, weirdly, both at the same time. I'm an utter, holy mess.

My car will be taken away to get taken across country in a couple of days and my things packed up and loaded on Monday.

I have a thousand things still to do. I'm scared, so scared I won't get it all done. I'm scared about my moods. I suppose they're normal for what I'm going through, but they're so intense, I'm on the cusp of just not being able to take it.

Yesterday was my last day at work. A lot of 'lasts' lately. I've been getting headaches every day. I've been feeling more and more down, wondering if I'm doing the right thing for me.

I need a lot of support right now, and I have it from a good friend here, but
the family I'm mostly moving for, is at their busiest time of year. I'm afraid I'll get there (I don't know the area) and just be abandoned because no one has time for me, or not much. I'm so so scared on so many levels.

Wow! Your plate is overflowing!
We are here for you!

(((((( Gabyunbound ))))))

Remember, slow, deep breaths!


WC

[Moose72]

Today is working out beautifully. Got up at 6 and went to starbucks. Then I went home and got my youngest off to school. Then I took my graduate to the venue for rehearsal at 8:15. Then I went to the new pharmacy and worked on transferring my scripts. There are still a few that are not done. Then I went back to Starbucks with my friend and just hung out and talked until N2 called and said she was done. Then N2 and I went and bought shoes for tonight. (Sandals.) I'm wearing a dress and don't have sandals! Then we got some concealer and came home to the a/c and a diet coke! And a snack. My mom is picking us (and n3) up later for the graduation itself then we're all going out to eat. When we did this with N1 two years ago, we went to a fancy sushi place. Darn that I couldn't eat sushi! Oh well. We'll see where we go this year. N2 hasn't thought of a place. I think once I eat this snack, I'll go read and/or take a nap. Oh yeah- and my mom showed me a photograph of someone and I had no idea who it was. It was my sister! Apparently, she's lost a **** ton of weight. (She's not on anti-psychotics though. Meh)

Edit: Now I can't find dress pants for N3 for tonight. There's no time to shop, either. He had something to dress up in when he was confirmed a few weeks ago. Where did it go? I just looked in his closet and its all Winter stuff! Or too small. Why?? Why do their clothes just disappear?!

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by hopeless2015

So far so good today. Sitting in my on my lunch hour with the a.c. on....its super hot here right now. Good morning at work and hope afternoon goes the same. No concentration issues so far today....thankfully

Its a RealFeel of 99 here right now.

[Naynay99]

Doing okay. This week is going pretty fast.
It's been super hot here- my one classroom was over 95 degrees F. Being in that kind
Of heat has sapped me of energy and motivation though. Luckily it's supposed to cool down tomorrow. And my Mood feels pretty stable I think. So I'm surviving. 7 work days left until vacation! I can't believe summer is already here- I'm not ready yet!!
Take Care all.

[gina_re]

Just came back from the pdoc. She was pretty nice about the whole situation. She made sure I'm covered with all the meds I would need for the next couple of months as well. It's kind of a waiting game at this point. I've called everyone I've needed to call by now.

[Moose72]

Now N3 has done it again. I don't know whether or not it was on purpose but he left his trumpet at school. He's in the band that is playing tonight. He refused to go with me to the school to get it. He's chosen to stay home. I guess he doesn't get to go out to eat with us after. Just wants to stay home. I don't know if this is a volunteer gig or mandatory, but either way, I'm upset with him.