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May 10, 2017, 08:55 AM
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this is purely a venting thread and for the record i have NOT yet stopped taking my meds. Anyway I am really scared the person who is watching me and waiting to attack me i think is nearby tonight there is also a demon thing following me as well but it scares me less than the person watching me. I saw T today and they said if things got too much to go to the hospital but I am scared the person watching me will follow me there and pretend to be a doctor and try to trick me and then try to poison me so I dont want to go there. I am really sad too I have been crying a lot and I have been spending my days hiding from the person watching me. Anyway vent over for now.
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May 10, 2017, 09:04 AM
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I'm sorry you're having such a tough time. You're not alone. We're here whenever you need to vent or talk. Have you looked into finding another pdoc who might help you? I hope you start feeling better soon. Thinking of you....
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May 10, 2017, 09:10 AM
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Your writing style and the way your describe what you are experiencing reminds me so much of another poster, Eden. She also thought she was experiencing demons and had a lot of paranoia. I think she was able to get some help and those symptoms improved for a time. Hopefully, you will be able to talk to your doctors and get similar help so that you are not so scared and sad. It might be time to consider the hospital to stabilize your symptoms. Call your doctors and let them know what is going on; you don't to live in this state of anxiety. I hope things improve for you.
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May 10, 2017, 09:10 AM
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May 10, 2017, 09:13 AM
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It's unlikely anyone will follow you into the hospital as a dr. Can your therapist give you an emergency appointment with a temporary pdoc?
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May 10, 2017, 09:18 AM
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T can't help with the pdoc issue.
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May 29, 2017, 08:03 PM
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May 30, 2017, 07:09 AM
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This may sound like an unreasonable suggestion due to your paranoia, but I continue to suggest (as I did with Eden) that you engage in DBT. It was prescribed after your last IP stay and it must have been for some reason. Maybe it can help you to reframe your thinking and increase your tolerance for your emotions.
Your providers seem to have a long history of not communicating with each other; I wonder if you can look for new ones? You deserve the care you need. I can't imagine that your pdoc would not immediately send you to the hospital from his/her office given your paranoia. Is it difficult for you to describe how you're feeling to him/her? As I say, maybe the time has come to seek a different treatment team, one that communicates with each other, is more available to you, and is willing to listen to what you do and do not say. |
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May 31, 2017, 01:06 AM
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I feel ya. Can't say much more here..
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