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Jul 02, 2017, 06:54 PM
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tonight i slept but its only 00.28 and i went to bed earlier managed to sleep but my husband is going to bed at 3am he expects me to come to bed with him there is no way in hell that am going to be able to sleep he says he going to turn the internet off and that i need to try and sleep thing is went to bed at 9pm he give me town prns but am unsure there if they are going to work kinda manic and seeing **** again like the cyber-men from dr who first time seeing them **** know why am seeing the cyber-men from dr who unsure what they want and why there around me maybe they think am the Doctor or some **** **** know am a ****ing basket case i see **** normally so i dont think it has anything to do with me being like this ...maybe
think am going to need to have more prns unsure what am going to do if they dont work possibly call the mental health team and ask them if i can take any more of what i have but i am sure am going to be needing them for another night if i need to take them again or at sometime during the day i cant take loads of prns and that would be bad if i kept taking loads of them would be problematic most likely id have to go and see the crisis team its Monday today i have to wait to see my dr on Thursday long ****ing time until then **** knows how am going to cope with this **** i think i should just show up at my psych and ask her to see me my husband will not be up for that idea but it could work ...i cant even think right at the moment racing thoughts and my head just feel like it has too much in it maybe it will explode or something ....
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Jul 02, 2017, 09:20 PM
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Asphyxia I'm sorry you're having such an awful night. Can you call your doctor Monday to see if they can see you before Thursday? You sound like maybe you should see or talk to someone before that. Please take care, I hope you get a little sleep
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Jul 03, 2017, 01:59 AM
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I agree with liveforsummer. Take care of you and see if you can get in sooner.
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Jul 03, 2017, 11:11 AM
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I don't believe hallucinations think. They just are. We create them autonomously (though not deliberately). You're not The Doctor, but maybe you identify with him and that's why you see them. Or it's for some other reason or no reason at all. No reason to be scared. Just being such stuff as dreams are made on. Like we all are.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Jul 03, 2017, 11:27 AM
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I hope you've gotten some sleep and you feel better today?
Contacting the crisis team seems like a good idea over this holiday. Stay safe. WC |
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