[zijax]

Her skin felt like a sandy desert-no oasis ahead...her mouth a hollow mine of empty silver. T he pleasure of Absolute now dashed down the drain fear of losing everything...but not herself...she was more real as her go to...her natural alcoholic floating bubbles of relief. She now clutches a beer-a big one-to frost the pink strawberry cake...to smooth herself out for the liquor binge the night before.Humility is a foreign word...all the strivings of the 7th AA step...out the window into the gray abyss. In this girl are bones of fate...fate that waits...not too much longer she hopes in that. The alcoholism, the bipolar, anxiety a weight like a lodestone tied around her neck to sink and drown into the blue black waters.I want to float and fly to other worlds. I want to fly in dreams but be awake as I have often do. More more more ...nevermore

[Standup2me]

The universe smiles on her...knows her abilities, knows her inner strength and knows that she keeps these gifts hidden. That's why she is given so many challenges, because she is strong.
She reaches out for help...knowing that she cannot make the journey alone.
Her dreams take flight
She is whole

[Standup2me]

She speaks I am strong
I am a warrior
I can do anything
I achieve
I can move mountains

I am struggling so bad right now....things are not going to plan and my strength is diminishing with each moment that passes. I came here to read, to distract, to find something to get me out of my head for even a moment and I find this post. The post and the replies are so beautiful, sad, crushing, moving, hopeful and more. (((Hugs to you both and to anyone reading who needs them)))

[Standup2me]

She smiles because she knows the secrets hidden in her mind
The touch of a lover's hand
The beauty of music
The pure art of a bird's flight
They can never take these things from her
They live in her heart and soul