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Old Aug 06, 2017, 06:40 PM
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I had such a wonderful dream that made me even sadder I cried after i woke up. I dreamt I was in college with a good internship and then graduated got a great job had a great suit, perfect credit. I was pondering whether to live in ny (job) or nj. I chose NJ and got a nice car. Then I proposed to a beautiful girl and she said yes. I then woke up. I cried I have nothing like that. I went to take out money. Took out 60 bucks and bank account had 7 bucks left. I spent so much money past week on books, clothes (that I had to since it is for work) and food. I was projecting having 300 bucks to pay to my lawyer well that's not happening now. I'm such a waste. I just took an ambien so I can wake up tomorrow morning for work. Not the 100,000 job I had in my dream and no suit.
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 07:02 PM
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I am in a similar mood
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 08:33 PM
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Maybe you had a vision of the future.
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Old Aug 06, 2017, 08:38 PM
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Nope definitely past. Maybe it's what I could of become.
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Old Aug 07, 2017, 06:03 AM
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You could still become. Keep trying. I'm rooting for you!!! Sending big hugs.
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Old Aug 07, 2017, 11:16 AM
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Dude, you need to get ahold of your psychiatrist. The all-day bed thing just smells of depression. They should be able to help you out.
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Old Aug 07, 2017, 11:36 AM
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I agree the depression is hitting you pretty hard right now and your beating yourself up something terrible.
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