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Sep 05, 2017, 05:09 PM
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Last night my ex-husband, who I have been seeing again for 6 months ended our relationship, again. Only two weeks ago he declared his undying love for me, told me I was all he needed and offered to go to a registry office and get married again. Now he says he can't handle a relationship and cannot offer me anything so I should get over him and move on. This turnaround has broken my heart.
Backstory; we both have BP and logically, due to the way it effects both of our lives, we cannot be together without destroying each other. We both love each other intensely but cannot get past this issue. He is right that we cannot be together but it was unfair of him to (probably manic) tell me I am the only one for him, he will always be there for me and we should get married then dump me 2 weeks later. This has done my head in. I hardly slept last night and when I did I dreamt of him. This come on the back of a horror few days of severe, suicidal agitation caused by the introduction of Zoloft a week ago (I stopped it yesterday). Basically, it put me in a bad mixed state. I feel very fragile and have been IP almost seven weeks. I have one more week of TMS to do and if i am feeling better and safe can then go home. I just want to go home. This suffering has gone on too long. I don't know how much more I can take.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD  "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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#2
Sep 05, 2017, 05:26 PM
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I`m so sorry you are heartbroken Wander.I wish I could say something to make you feel better.I hope the TMS makes you feel better and you can go home soon.You are in my thoughts.
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#3
Sep 05, 2017, 05:33 PM
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I'm so sorry your heartbroken, sending big hugs your way!!
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Sep 05, 2017, 05:48 PM
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 what a nightmare. so sorry you're hurting right now.
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 Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg 
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Sep 05, 2017, 06:18 PM
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Oh dear, how sad.
   (((((( Wander )))))) May your heart heal quickly and fully. I hope you can go home soon.  WC
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths.
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#6
Sep 05, 2017, 07:14 PM
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I am so sorry. It's no wonder you're feeling terribly down.
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Sep 05, 2017, 07:25 PM
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You don't that pos. Look on the better side, at least you found out before the wedding.
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#8
Sep 07, 2017, 03:15 AM
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Starting to feel better. I know I'm better off without him. Still been crying a river but that will stop soon. Thanks for the support everyone. Means a lot. I think my depression is beginning to lift too which is great. Not too much but a little each day. Hopefully I will be out of here in a week.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
| Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, bizi, HALLIEBETH87, still_crazy, Sunflower123, UpDownAround
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Sep 07, 2017, 04:00 AM
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I'm so sorry about your broken heart. That sounds very painful and I'm sorry he had to go and confuse your emotions like that.....it's so not fair. (((Hugs)))). I'm sorry you are still IP but glad to hear that oh are seeing some improvements......I hope each day brings more and more relief from this pain. Keep us posted. (((More Hugs)))
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Sep 07, 2017, 02:24 PM
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I'm glad to hear the depression is lifting, little by little. You deserve to feel better. Much support.
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#11
Sep 07, 2017, 04:06 PM
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 hugs
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#12
Sep 07, 2017, 09:42 PM
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I hope for better days for you.
(((((HUGS)))))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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Sep 07, 2017, 10:30 PM
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Thanks again everyone. Today I am feeling better. I think the TMS is kicking in and the depression is lifting. I still find myself crying but not as much. Hoping for better days ahead.
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#14
Sep 07, 2017, 10:38 PM
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I am glad you are feeling a bit better today.
Sending hugs your way.
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Sep 07, 2017, 10:39 PM
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I am
hoping for better days a head for you. (((((HUGS))))) bizi
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