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Old Sep 14, 2017, 09:53 AM
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So much happened yesterday. I finally slept some. I'm afraid of stuff my t said. He's always said he wants me out of ip but yesterday was a weird bad day. He said his goal is to keep me out but if he thinks I need to go he will put me there. He really scared me because he doesn't talk the way he said it. I felt powerless like k was a kid in trouble. I was embarassed because I had a flashback in session. Stupid. He insisted I see my pdoc that day so I did. They raised Latuda. I haven't had any more hallucinations but I suspect it's because Ive been carrying my cross and have worship music on loop in my head so Satan stopped attacking me. People don't believe me. He didn't. I could tell. My brain is kinda muddled and I'm confused some.
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Old Sep 14, 2017, 10:29 AM
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So sorry you are suffering right now. Your T is worried about you. You're not a naughty kid.

Having Satan worship on a loop in your head sounds like you are having delusions. I hope the increase in meds helps you
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Old Sep 14, 2017, 10:29 AM
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No I have God worship on loop to keep Satan away!
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Old Sep 14, 2017, 11:52 AM
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I don't feel as energetic today and that makes me sad
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Old Sep 14, 2017, 12:26 PM
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I feel foggy like
I do when I dissociate
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Old Sep 14, 2017, 01:05 PM
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Are you able to do some grounding exercises?

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Old Sep 14, 2017, 01:09 PM
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Yeah counting colors
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Old Sep 14, 2017, 01:47 PM
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I feel like I did last time
I was ip
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Old Sep 14, 2017, 01:59 PM
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Do you feel you need IP now?

What helps you when you feel like this?

Are you isolated?


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Old Sep 14, 2017, 04:17 PM
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I don't wanna go ip.

I stay in my room
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Old Sep 14, 2017, 05:17 PM
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I can't focus or think clearly
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Old Sep 14, 2017, 06:21 PM
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Old Sep 15, 2017, 09:47 AM
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Yeah counting colors
Counting colors works well for me, hope its helping you some. Hope things improve for you today.
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