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So much happened yesterday. I finally slept some. I'm afraid of stuff my t said. He's always said he wants me out of ip but yesterday was a weird bad day. He said his goal is to keep me out but if he thinks I need to go he will put me there. He really scared me because he doesn't talk the way he said it. I felt powerless like k was a kid in trouble. I was embarassed because I had a flashback in session. Stupid. He insisted I see my pdoc that day so I did. They raised Latuda. I haven't had any more hallucinations but I suspect it's because Ive been carrying my cross and have worship music on loop in my head so Satan stopped attacking me. People don't believe me. He didn't. I could tell. My brain is kinda muddled and I'm confused some.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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![]() Having Satan worship on a loop in your head sounds like you are having delusions. I hope the increase in meds helps you ![]()
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![]() Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg ![]() |
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No I have God worship on loop to keep Satan away!
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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I don't feel as energetic today and that makes me sad
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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I feel foggy like
I do when I dissociate
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Are you able to do some grounding exercises?
Please stay safe. ![]() WC
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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Yeah counting colors
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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I feel like I did last time
I was ip
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Do you feel you need IP now?
What helps you when you feel like this? Are you isolated? ![]() WC
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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I don't wanna go ip.
I stay in my room
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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I can't focus or think clearly
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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((((((((((((((((Halliebeth))))))))))))))
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Counting colors works well for me, hope its helping you some. Hope things improve for you today.
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