[dshantel]

Sorry if this is the wrong place to put this. Don't know where else to go. Just feeling frustrated. So I have the opportunity to purchase a product that cost $200+ for only $43. It's supposed to be for review. The product is a hobby of mine. Well my husband told me no, that I can't buy it because $43 is a lot of money. That's what he said. I only have the chance to get this today. After tonight the chance goes away. As the company doesn't want me giving others the code. My issue and what makes me so frustrated is that my husband can take us a family of 6 out to eat without second thought. We got fast food tonight and we've eat out several other times this week. When we could have eat at home. It just pisses me off because I can't even get a job because his work hours are so inconsistent. I already have other issues with this. But if I was able to get a job I could at least pay my bills and save for my hobbies rather than have to ask. I know my frustrations also have roots in my other issues with the way my life is right now but I'm getting so sick of this. If you don't understand, it's all on my profile with past posts. I try so hard to be grateful and not think too much about it but then little stuff like this happens and sets me off. Right now I seriously just want to leave and disappear. I keep thinking of just buying it anyway but that would only cause an argument and I don't want to do that because it would just trigger other things.

[Sunflower123]

I can understand why you are frustrated. That is your money as well. If you added up everything you do for your household and raising 4 kids and put a monetary value on it you'd probably make more then he does. Sending big hugs.