Hello angry Mania

So sorry to hear what you're going through and I hope it passes quickly

Marijuana? It helps me with pain relief.

Keep posting, Christina. You will get through this I’ve read your posts and admired your strength. I know you feel horrible right now, but it WILL pass. Btw, it’s RainyDay...I had to delete my old account. I’m going to send a friend request—PM me anytime.

Thanks , it's just not my thing. I tried it and it did help my pain a bit but I hate the fog I drift into.

How ya feel today?

Same same same

I know we haven't talked about it but it's because I'm being self centered with my issues right now. I'm sorry. Hoping my mind calms down soon and I'll be a better friend.

Feel better

Your not self centered , you know I just can't be real verbal about it now or maybe never, I dunno.

9 weeks and it's like it was yesterday.

I know. I just also don't wanna trigger you or make it worse by asking. Sometimes
I assume when you wanna talk about it or if you feel ready to that you know in here. Im always here. Til then I try to give you space. I can't imagine how you feel. I know
It bugged me and I didn't even have the relationship You did. Maybe if you relocate back near me-you will be able To heal a bit. Being away from the reminders. That's my
Hope anyway

aND if
You do relocate-I insist you go back to graves and Richard. You have no reason not to.

Oh yeah and all along this I keep getting tons of mail for her which some I do need to forward to her lawyer... some is just junk crap which will never stop but just seeing it enrages me !

Gawd damn !

I'm sorry!!!!!

My husband has said her name twice today....... He just forgot I dont wanna even hear her name.

So ramped up my coping skills...

We have a home in Tennessee going up for a visit in November .. So I will have to deal with more of her crap. Ugh Ugh Ugh ... I'm thinking Bon fire.

Sorry for the ongoing whine/ bytch about this situation.

Ill just shut up now...

I appreciate everyones kind words and support

Please know you are absolutely not whining. We are here for you.

I support the Bon fire idea!

{{{{Christina}}}} vent all you want to. I'm glad you have this venue to do it

Don't feel like you are whining. We all need a safe place to vent and get support. Im sorry to hear all you are going through

I've had the angry mania a couple times, although mine always turned inward. I am relieved to see your dude knows it's time to bail. That's probably best. Do you have worse mania when there's a full moon? I know I do. It's recently been full moon around here, but I didn't know it until after mine had started to subside. Your pain levels must be excruciating to resort to that med. It left me hurting days after I took it as my body recovered from it.

i found that saphris helps the most with angry mania. tastes like butt but works quite quickly. I hope things settle down for you soon.

What do you mean “ dude it’s time to bail?” What dude ? What med are you talking about ? Thorazine ? It’s not a horrible med, it’s been helpful in the past.

To be quite honest I really don’t understand your reply / replies to my thread(s)

I don’t really expect people to read my thread from start to finish, but I just don’t “get you”

My angry mania is for a SITUATIONAL thing , did you miss that little bit ?

Thorazine is a good med...I've taken it.

Your dude is your husband. He knows to get out while you're angry manic.
The med is thorazine. It just feels horrid to me.
I'm sorry I'm so difficult to understand. My own mania plus ADHD are making me lose track of everything lately, especially conversations. I'll attempt to be more clear

What the he’ll ??????

My husband did not “ get out” wtf does that even mean ???????

Maybe my thread is too much for you to understand?????

No offense but you do not need to respond further to my thread .

You have no idea what she has been through recently...

Oh hell no... why would you even say that? In a bipolar forum? Where we all struggle with relationships and meds, good or bad. Yea I’m confused too wtf.