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Oct 13, 2017, 07:39 PM
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I have been thinking about cutting my wrists. I don't wanna die, I just want the pain to go away. Should I take these thoughts seriously or should I just try to power through?
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Oct 13, 2017, 07:45 PM
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Is there any way you can take your meds and go to bed a little early?
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Oct 13, 2017, 07:51 PM
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I think you should always take the thoughts seriously but I think it depends on whether you feel serious about them or if it is a passing thought how you react to them. It also depends on whether you feel you are at risk for impulsively acting on the thoughts.
I talk to my therapist and pdoc about the thoughts so that they are monitored and if they get worse or I seem impulsive I have help rapidly.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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#4
Oct 13, 2017, 09:30 PM
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They sound like serious thoughts, so I would take them seriously. I would confide in someone who will help you without judging, whether that's someone on your care team or someone close to you.
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#5
Oct 14, 2017, 09:28 AM
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Had a good sleep after taking a zyprexa. I'm more in control of my thoughts this morning.
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#6
Oct 14, 2017, 09:40 AM
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I'm glad to hear you are doing a bit better now and I hope thats the end of the thoughts for you. If this continues happening you might want to tell someone though before it gets worse.
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#7
Oct 14, 2017, 10:48 AM
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I told my husband everything. He set up a bed for me in our spare room so I could be alone. And he gave me some zyprexa. He takes such good care of me. I don't deserve him.
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#8
Oct 14, 2017, 10:50 AM
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I just don't know if I should take the zyprexa for a few days just to be on the safe side or if one dose is enough.
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#9
Oct 14, 2017, 10:56 AM
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I would take it for a few days at least. And excuse me but you do deserve your husband! He sounds like a wonderful man to take such sweet care of you.
My husband helped my create a hidey hole also. Our guest room is my room. With a bed, a computer and TV with a blue ray player. I can go in there close the door and I'm in heaven.
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#10
Oct 14, 2017, 11:37 AM
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I'm glad your feeling better this morning. You do deserve your husband and he is being very supportive. That's what a good husband does. He loves you very much and wants what's best for you
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#11
Oct 14, 2017, 01:25 PM
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Happy your feeling better.
I know how your feeling about no deserving a great husband . I think that often ,,, But he loves me and we take care of each other...
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