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Oct 14, 2017, 12:01 PM
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I was at a bar last week and they were playing My Heart Will Go On. Last time I saw Titanic I was locked up in the psych hospital. Now I keep having flashbacks about that time. Some of them are good... I felt very safe there. But mostly I remember how awful my mental health was at the time.
Anyone else get flashbacks to the hospital?
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 99fairies, Anonymous45023, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote
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Oct 14, 2017, 12:14 PM
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Yes. I made some good friends that I traded phone numbers with. They all turned out to be abusive manipulative @ssholes. This was 2 years ago and I still feel hurt and betrayed. I also have a hard time getting past my first hospital stay and how terrified and manic I was.
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Oct 14, 2017, 01:10 PM
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I was in Patient during Charlie Sheens total meltdown We were all glued it to it .. LOL Everythine I see him now........ I just get a big ole laugh about him
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Oct 14, 2017, 03:29 PM
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I remember some, but not all of my hospitalizations. I had what some people call "manic blackouts". I actually sometimes wish some of that lost time was recovered, but maybe it won't because those blackout times were just way too traumatic.
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Oct 14, 2017, 07:55 PM
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I don't usually remember the beginning of being there when I go for mania..
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Oct 14, 2017, 08:15 PM
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One time when I was manic I was in a hospital that for some reason decided I was safe enough to go on an outing. It was to a flower show. The smell and colors of the flowers was so intense that now when I'm around lots of flowers I get flashbacks to those days....it was in the '80's but flowers take me back as if it were yesterday. It wasn't an awful time everything was so intense cause I was still manic.
Oh yeah, Thriller was the big song at the time
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