[99fairies]

My husband and I were talking and i'm not sure if it was an attempt a coulpe days a go. There were more meds I had that I didn't take. I was just desperate for the pain to go away. I'm sorry I worried everyone. I've been feeling so low since then. I probably will for a while, untill all those meds leave my system.

[Sunflower123]

((((99fairies))))

[emgreen]

We all have rough days from time to time, but I know the pain has made it much more difficult for you. Take care.

[Victoria'smom]

Did you get a hold of your pdoc? I'm sorry you're in pain and down.

[~Christina]

(((((((( hugs ))))))))

(((99Fairies)))





I hope you feel better soon!!

[99fairies]

i am a week and a half late for my invega shot and I'm not getting it. So I have no antipsychotic in my system anymore. I don't see my pdoc till the 8th, so we'll see what happens. But at least my back should be feeling better soon!

[emgreen]

Originally Posted by 99fairies

I don't see my pdoc till the 8th, so we'll see what happens.

Can't you call to see if the pdoc could fit you in earlier? Perlhaps just call something into the pharmacy for temporary use? ""Seeing what happens" sounds like mania might be in your future. Happy trails!

[99fairies]

My pharmacist is seeing if my pdoc can prescribe something over the phone. I also called his office and they can't get me i any earlier

[1978dd]

I get so irritated when pdocs refuse to take action when I run out of meds. Between my mail-order pharmacy and pdoc they keep blaming the other!

[99fairies]

I feel like doing something stupid. I don't know what. I'ts just the mood I'm in.

[1978dd]

Originally Posted by 99fairies

I feel like doing something stupid. I don't know what. I'ts just the mood I'm in.

Call someone or try redirecting your thoughts. (((Hugs)))

[99fairies]

I'll tell my husband but don't think he will know what to do. He will probably just tell me to go chill by myself in my room. Or take a PRN which is olanzapine. I fuking hate that shyt.

[99fairies]

i was right. he said to take a zyprexa. i have worked too hard losing 20 pounds to gain it all back. but my only other option is the hospital so i guess i'll take it.

[greentires4me]

@99fairies I have been following your posts not that I am bipolar but that my friends are and it's been popping up in my feed on Tapatalk. People have been telling me to listen to my gut over and over again. Telling it knows what's best for me instead of my head which I guess maybe true! My question is to you instead of looking towards your husband for advice not that I say he is giving the wrong information but what does your gut say? The first thing that pops into your head is what your gut is telling you? not what these intrusive thoughts are invading your brain saying.

If it is telling you to go to the hospital I would go to the hospital and tell them everything, like everything that has happened over the past several days! They will give u something for the pain as well as if you are Sui then tell them that and I think it's depending where you are 48-72hour hold.

The 8th is too long off to wait if you say it's an emergency to that office then everything maybe rectified and you put in first round calling for cancelled appointments. They may also tell you to see someone at the hospital as well.

I have tried to end my life over and over again because of the "pain" and "suffering". But I always called for an ambulance or a emergency services or would even get a crisis line to do it! Because I knew some where inside of me that I was doing the wrong thing. This "pain", this "suffering" doesn't end but something does change the outlook on life. Don't get me wrong it's hard everyday for me I am being constantly judged or belittled by people especially professionals I am sick and tired of it. Believe me no one understands this more then me I want you to know that what you are feeling is good it's a signal you are raising all the flags asking for advice and stuff. Yet you really need to listen to that gut because it is your flag it is waving high in the air. You know yourself best so advocate it with your husband or call a crisis line or go to the hospital or call 911(depending where ya live). Right now you need to take care of you!