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Old Nov 21, 2017, 12:09 PM
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I feel like I have demons inside me. I'm not manic or depressed so idk why I'm having religious fixatio. Like when I am but I'm not either up or down. I'm telling myself it's not real and I am safe but the thoughts keep coming.
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Old Nov 21, 2017, 02:01 PM
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My friend is worried about me so I agreed to call my dr. He said to take more haldol through the weekend
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Old Nov 21, 2017, 03:41 PM
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I hope you were able to reach your doctor (?)
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Old Nov 21, 2017, 03:57 PM
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I was. He upped my haldol to 7.5mg at night
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Old Nov 21, 2017, 05:41 PM
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My psychologist emailed me back after I apologized for bugging him
Yesterday in my fear stricken state. He said he recommends I take a sick day tomorrow to see him because this is going on. I'm worried. But I did it. And I feel
Horrible because I had plans for our clients tomorrow and even spent my own money to get them a pumpkin pie.

I sometimes hate that I'm weak when I'm scared and dealing with demons.

Am I crazy? I'm worried about seeing him.
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Old Nov 21, 2017, 08:06 PM
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It’s just your particular Bipolar soup .

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Old Nov 22, 2017, 12:22 AM
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OMG I was laying here and heard a lady scream the most awful scream and it really scared the **** out of me! I'm alone dog sitting in middle nowhere.
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Old Nov 22, 2017, 07:20 AM
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I hope the haldol kicks in and that you feel better soon.

How frightening! How are things this morning?
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Old Nov 22, 2017, 07:55 AM
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I'm ok. Didn't sleep well. But I'm ok
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Old Nov 22, 2017, 12:28 PM
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I'm really nervous about seeing my t. I'm ok. I'm not going crazy. But he wants to see me
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Old Nov 22, 2017, 03:21 PM
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OMG I was laying here and heard a lady scream the most awful scream and it really scared the **** out of me! I'm alone dog sitting in middle nowhere.
We're you falling asleep? Hypnogogic hallucinations? Mine are like that.
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Old Nov 22, 2017, 06:51 PM
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I was laying there thinking
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I truly hope you are feeling better today.
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Old Nov 22, 2017, 08:03 PM
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I'm ok. Still
Worried and scared. Stomach upset from
Worrying.

My psyd told me today I have schizoaffective bipolar type and not bipolar 1
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Old Nov 22, 2017, 09:06 PM
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I keep
Think if if I cut the demons will bleed away but I keep saying no to myself
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You know that thought is wrong hold tight to that. go to bed early if you can.
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Old Nov 22, 2017, 10:56 PM
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Ian going soon but the urge is strong
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Old Nov 23, 2017, 11:54 AM
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Maybe you should think about IP if the haldol isn’t helping. I say this with the most care, but you sound like you were before when you were manic and had psychosis. Take care of yourself hun and happy holiday. ((Hugs))
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Old Nov 23, 2017, 12:07 PM
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No I'll be fine. I have a safety plan with my psyd and ip is on there but im not going. I have a job and I don't wanna lose it. I'm not that sick.
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Old Nov 23, 2017, 12:44 PM
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I really wanna isolate but I making myself be around people. I am afraid I'll act weird. Haldol has me
Really tired
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Old Nov 23, 2017, 01:43 PM
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I have overwhelming urge to cut again. I'm not depressed but imnot happy. I'm really anxious
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Old Nov 23, 2017, 02:16 PM
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Can you take a hot shower instead?
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Old Nov 23, 2017, 02:27 PM
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I'm not at home. I'm just trying to stay busy and keep my thoughts distracted. But im having a really hard time today. Really hard. If I cut I won't be as scared and the demons might bleed away.
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Old Nov 23, 2017, 02:32 PM
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You don't want to cut because that can lead to hospitalization. Would you feel safer in the hospital?
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