[dshantel]

The last few hours I've just started to feel so depressed. I just want to cry. I will be all alone for most of the day tomorrow. All of my kids are at their grandparents since my husband has to work tomorrow. I figured they'd have more fun. Plus money has been tight with buying this house we are buying so food is very short here as well. I'm just dreading tomorrow. I've barely eaten today and tomorrow is going to suck. Nothing to do, no to talk to, no one to see and hardly any food. I'm so tired of cereal and pancakes. Oh and ramen. That is basically what I have right now. I'm not poor just all the money we have had gone to bills and then the fees for the trust and appraisal on the house. It's supposed to be a happy day and it's not going to be. I wish I could just sleep through it. Oh and not to mention I ordered succulents a while ago, they got shipped on the 21st made it here to ups on the 23rd but won't be delivered until the 26th. They will probably be dead. It makes me so frustrated. Why couldn't they just deliver the day they got them. Not I will probably have to contact the seller and it's not even their fault really. They weren't supposed to ship until Tuesday because of this very reason. I'm just a mess right now. I hope everyone has a merry Christmas though!

[Skeezyks]