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Dec 24, 2017, 03:56 PM
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Last night:
I’ve already taken my night time meds. I’m waiting until 11 pm to go to bed. I’m having issues knowing I need to stick around through the holidays. I’m having illogical thoughts that seem very very logical. I’m trying to figure out why I’m having those types of thoughts. I don’t feel depressed. It’s just a matter in fact x needs to happen before the new year. I know I need to stick it out and not listen to it but why is it here? I have no one to talk to besides you guys. My poor husband is probably sick of hearing my issues and this doesn’t seem like an issue. He’s probably dealing with his own ****. I know Update: My son came to me and wanted to hangout while I was writing this post. We talked ****. Tried to find a game on the computer and messed around until 12-1 ish. I woke up feeling the same way except without the urgency I had last night. I know and the feeling is stronger that I have to survive if I want them to survive.
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Dec 25, 2017, 07:10 PM
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I have that feeling too... every moment of every day.
 I don't have kids... or grandkids. But I have a wife of 38 years. She has no one else. So I have to keep myself going for her. I've mounted two major efforts to end it all previously. The doctors & therapists I've seen I think presumed I was depressed.  But I wasn't depressed. I was PISSED. And at that moment I decided I was going to take care of it once and for all.  My wife & I don't talk either. I presume she's not tired of hearing about it because I never talk about it.  But she doesn't understand it & she doesn't know what to do about it nor does she want to. I can't blame her. She didn't sign up for this.  I know what you mean about the games. I enjoy watching the British mysteries they show on our local public television station. And while I'm engrossed in one of those, my urgency tends to fall away as well. I'm glad your son was there for you. I wish you both well...  
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Dec 25, 2017, 10:34 PM
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Today was better I have no urgency and just fleeting thoughts.
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Dec 26, 2017, 03:09 PM
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My daughter is a great listener. We talk a lot better now that she is an adult, but sometimes we talked when she was younger.
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