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Old Dec 25, 2017, 11:28 AM
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I can't catch my breath from the panic I'm feeling. Every little chore is too much and I struggle to do it. I'd rather not be here I'm such a burden. I can't calm down inside. My meds make sleepy and I just wanna lie I bed from the depression. Took all I had to shower. I still have dishes and trash and laundry to do. It's all too much. Inwish I'd never been born.
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 11:32 AM
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If every chore is too much, how about breaking things up?

I remember one of my teachers saying 20mins study, 5mins break, 20mins study, 5mins break... And my therapist told me something similar about work because I have difficulty sitting still. So why not try 20mins chore, 5mins break, 20mins chore, 5mins break...

Sorry you're feeling crappy
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 11:44 AM
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Family is coming to eat shortly so I gotta push myself. My granny isn't helping at all
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 02:15 PM
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My anxiety is crippling today
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 03:20 PM
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That's a tough day. It's great you were able to take a shower. That has encouraged me to go take one myself. I've also got crippling anxiety sometimes and it really sucks. The best thing is if I can get distracted and somehow a few hours can pass where i'm not focussed on those anxious thoughts. It's possible.
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 04:41 PM
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I'm going to the hospital I think. All I can think about is self harming and suicide.

I'm going to my aunts and then
I'll decide.
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 04:56 PM
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I'm going to the hospital I think. All I can think about is self harming and suicide.

I'm going to my aunts and then
I'll decide.
Sorry to hear this. Please update us on how you're doing.
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 04:58 PM
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So sorry it's that bad, but if you need ER then that's what you need. ((( hug)))
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 05:11 PM
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please let us know what you decide to do and stay safe.
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 05:35 PM
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i have an appointment for an evaluation tonight at my preferred ip. i go at 7.
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 06:20 PM
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Pack a bag, better to have it and not need it than to be without. Keep safe.
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 07:08 PM
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I'm here waiting to be seen. They usually keep me so I brought a bag. Send good vibes please friends. I'm nervous
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 07:11 PM
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Vibes........sent!
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 07:15 PM
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Offering Good Vibes!
I hope this works out in your favor.


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Old Dec 25, 2017, 07:23 PM
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Thanks for keeping us posted.
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 07:39 PM
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Whatever they decide to do, you made the right choice to reach out for help.

Hope you feel better soon.
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 07:48 PM
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Good luck and get better
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 09:22 PM
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Well being admitted. Bye for now
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 09:25 PM
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I'm glad you were able to overcome the negative energy from other people and reach out to get the help you need.
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Old Dec 25, 2017, 11:27 PM
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Best wishes! We're thinking of you! So glad you're getting help!
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See you on the flip side , I’m glad you went IP
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