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Poohbah
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Since June I’ve beeb in ip 7 times by force I think. But I’m thinking about going in voluntarily this time. I feel unwell. I seem to be rapid cycling even though that’s not my normal. I haven’t been taking meds because of paranoia. Feeling suicidal and tending to harm a bit. Extreme dissociation. I can’t list everything that’s going on. I feel like giving up but might give this a try first. I just hate it so much.
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It takes a lot of strength and incite to go inpatient voluntarily. Please go if you need it.
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It sounds like you know what you need, even if it's difficult to see through. A'best.
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Poohbah
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Also pretty depressed because I’m in a bipolar group and just today 3 of my biggest supporters left with no reason and it made me sad and alone again.
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#5
As said by Miguel’s Mum if you do decide to go up voluntarily, it takes insight and strength. In addition, I always feel more in control going in voluntarily.
Something to consider - feeling in control, having insight and showing strength - that’s more than most people without a MI. All the best. |
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The ip experience is usually better when you go voluntarily. There is a certain amount of knowing you have more freedom of choice, even though that is still limited. It is a better experience overall, imo. Plus, it is better to go in, while you still have insight.
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