[wonderluster]

I embarked on a manic-episode trip 6 years ago.

I started out in Massachusetts Jan. 2012
I went to California and my fiance died in my arms 3 months later.
I then went to Alabama then to Casablanca, Morocco then back to Alabama.
From Alabama I went to Mississippi then to Arizona.
In Arizona a man who was close to me as a father died in my arms.
From Arizona I went to Greece and now I am in India.

Somehow I became involved with foreign investment and started a new career.
Over the course of 5 years I have been engaged to 6 different women.
They ranged from a make-up counter salesperson to a US "diplomat" who rode in Airforce One, entertained heads of state, spied and sold fighter jets on the side to US allies. (She had interesting stories, but she was crazier than me)

My manic trip seems to finally be ending and I am pretty darn stable.

(I sure hope so!)

Wish me luck and strength that I stay safe and sane. Thanks!

What a long strange trip it's been

[SorryShaped]

Oh boy the fun you've had!
Take care of yourself

[wonderluster]

Originally Posted by SorryShaped

Oh boy the fun you've had!
Take care of yourself

Thanks...I shared my story because I just got out of a terrifying situation and I am elated (not manic)

I can have fun anywhere and also be terrified anywhere.

I honestly never planned this trip.

I lived in over 40 places for 6 months or longer in my life.

We all follow our hearts in life...some of us just cover more ground.

I am ready to settle, but I have no clue where I will be a month from now.

At least I am stable (enough

Best wishes, SorryShaped

[SorryShaped]

I'm not making any long-term plans in my life. Every time I try to, it's been not good results. The only thing I do that I'm most driven to is the gym, seconded by PC really. I've got people here that are genuinely broken, admit to it, and beautiful for it. I don't much want for a lot more. Some true RL friends would be nice, but I suppose I'm not ready to have those yet.