Home Menu

Menu


Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #1  
Old Mar 13, 2018, 01:33 PM
franz kafka's Avatar
franz kafka franz kafka is offline
Poohbah
 
Member Since: Apr 2016
Location: NY
Posts: 1,168
I need some support. Going through a hard time of rapid cycling and now depression. I'm having thoughts about hurting myself. I can't keep up with my classes; I'm probably going to skip tomorrow. I just feel miserable and lonely so far away from home (I'm in Cairo). Thanks all for reading this.
__________________
dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD
rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN
Hugs from:
*Laurie*, Anonymous41462, Anonymous45390, BeyondtheRainbow, bizi, Guiness187055, LadyShadow, liveforsummer, Unrigged64072835, Wander, Wild Coyote, wildflowerchild25
Thanks for this!
Wild Coyote

advertisement
  #2  
Old Mar 13, 2018, 01:40 PM
Victoria'smom's Avatar
Victoria'smom Victoria'smom is offline
Legendary
 
Member Since: Apr 2012
Location: Earth
Posts: 15,968
I'm sorry you're not feeling well. Try to attend class if you can. It'll only leave you more behind. Is withdrawing an option?
__________________
Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+


Comfortable broken and happy

"So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk
My blog
Hugs from:
Wild Coyote
Thanks for this!
Wild Coyote
  #3  
Old Mar 13, 2018, 01:41 PM
Anonymous35014
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Sorry you're struggling.

Honest question... why do you want to hurt yourself? Is the entity telling you to do this, or are you doing this to relieve specific symptoms?
Hugs from:
Wild Coyote
Thanks for this!
Wild Coyote
  #4  
Old Mar 13, 2018, 01:46 PM
franz kafka's Avatar
franz kafka franz kafka is offline
Poohbah
 
Member Since: Apr 2016
Location: NY
Posts: 1,168
Quote:
Originally Posted by bluebicycle View Post
Sorry you're struggling.

Honest question... why do you want to hurt yourself? Is the entity telling you to do this, or are you doing this to relieve specific symptoms?
I'm not sensing the Entity right now, thankfully. I'm just having looping thoughts about SH and SI.
__________________
dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD
rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN
Hugs from:
Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote
Thanks for this!
Wild Coyote
  #5  
Old Mar 13, 2018, 02:44 PM
Wild Coyote's Avatar
Wild Coyote Wild Coyote is offline
Legendary
Community Liaison
 
Member Since: Jun 2016
Location: USA
Posts: 12,735
I am glad you've reached out.

I am sorry you are going through this. It must be difficult to manage along with the daily demands you have on your plate. Hang on, as it will change for you. Hopefully the depression lifts soon!


WC
__________________
May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths.
  #6  
Old Mar 13, 2018, 09:34 PM
*Laurie* *Laurie* is offline
Account Suspended
 
Member Since: Jan 2015
Location: California Uber Alles
Posts: 9,150
I'm so sorry you're having a rough go of it lately.
  #7  
Old Mar 13, 2018, 09:41 PM
Anonymous45390
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
I am so sorry

Can you call the doctor to get something to help?
  #8  
Old Mar 13, 2018, 10:20 PM
Guiness187055's Avatar
Guiness187055 Guiness187055 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Mar 2017
Location: Florida
Posts: 5,057
Sorry to hear this hopefully your doctor can adjust your meds soon as possible.
__________________



Guiness187055
Moderator
Community support team
  #9  
Old Mar 13, 2018, 10:56 PM
bizi's Avatar
bizi bizi is offline
Bizi is bizi
 
Member Since: Nov 2005
Location: cajun country
Posts: 11,114
I am sorry you are having a hard time right now.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi
__________________
lamictal 2x a day
haldol 2x a day
cogentin 2x a day
klonipin , 1mg at night,
fish oil coq10
multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine
Remeron at night,
zyprexa,
requip2-4mg





  #10  
Old Mar 14, 2018, 11:59 AM
liveforsummer liveforsummer is offline
Grand Poohbah
 
Member Since: Jun 2017
Location: Home
Posts: 1,642
Sending hugs and hoping today’s a little better for you.
  #11  
Old Mar 14, 2018, 12:21 PM
Unrigged64072835 Unrigged64072835 is offline
Legendary
 
Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Under the noise floor
Posts: 18,579
Sorry you're having a hard time. Do you need another med change or maybe something to counteract the SH/SI thoughts?
  #12  
Old Mar 14, 2018, 12:44 PM
hopeless2015 hopeless2015 is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 3,418
I'm so sorry, sending hugs!
__________________
Current Meds
Lamictal 200 mg x2
Seroquel 100 mg
  #13  
Old Mar 14, 2018, 12:46 PM
franz kafka's Avatar
franz kafka franz kafka is offline
Poohbah
 
Member Since: Apr 2016
Location: NY
Posts: 1,168
I was wrong about this being depression. The Entity showed itself again today. It actually just took over my mind for a few days and was making me think SI/SH thoughts. I'm scared. What will it do next?
__________________
dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD
rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN
Reply
Views: 543

attentionThis is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.




All times are GMT -5. The time now is 11:17 PM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.




 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.