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Mar 24, 2018, 08:16 AM
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last night I found myself (getting angry) at an event on tv ... and I said out load in front of my family ... "well I guess I need another pill" ... ( I did not take one ) ...
but I shocked myself ... I have willingly traded ( calm - emotionless life ) for the normal human responses .... I realized my humanity , my very essence , is now a dumb downed shell of my previous life ... so sad ... even sadder I plan on staying this way ... Love ... Tigger . |
 *Laurie*, 99fairies, Fuzzybear, rwwff
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Mar 24, 2018, 08:35 AM
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Congratulations. Welcome to the world.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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Mar 24, 2018, 03:03 PM
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Mar 24, 2018, 03:54 PM
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I've been stable for quite a while and I still have my ups and downs. One of my favorite authors, SARK, called it "the marvelous messy middle." We can still feel things, but not to the point of excess.
Be well, Tigger. |
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Mar 24, 2018, 03:56 PM
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Lately I've come to think I'm overmedicated. Stable mood great, lack of energy and motivation not so much. I've been experiementing with the APs to see if I can get along without them. So far so good, I suppose I'm a little hypomanic but then I always am at this time of year. I like having some get-up-and-go for a change! Not that I really have anyplace to go to since I'm on disability and I own half a car with my SIL who uses it for work most of the time, but it's nice to feel like going. I do go to church regularly and meet with my widow ladies after Mass. I can't go tomorrow though, even though it's Palm Sunday---we're down to one car right now and both boys need to use it for work.
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DX: Bipolar 1 Anxiety Tardive dyskinesia Mild cognitive impairment RX: Celexa 20 mg Gabapentin 1200 mg Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN Lamictal 500 mg Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression) Trazodone 150 mg Zyprexa 7.5 mg Please come visit me @ http://bpnurse.com |
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Mar 24, 2018, 07:05 PM
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I feel pretty much nothing. Slight emotions.
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Guiness187055 Moderator Community support team |
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Mar 25, 2018, 09:57 AM
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What kind of pill and where can I get one?
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Mar 25, 2018, 10:54 AM
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I want more medication, but at the same time I want OFF all medications. I feel like the medications make me stupid. But also, I feel like if I already feel stupid why not add another medication (one for anxiety maybe or another mood stabilizer) so I can feel stupid BUT less miserable
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Mar 25, 2018, 11:22 AM
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Oh....the quandary. To pill out forever or roller coaster.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Mar 25, 2018, 02:06 PM
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The only active damage that I have is a loss of memories. I don’t recall any meds that made me feel stupid, though. I hope that you may find the ‘right’ meds that will allow you to be an active user of your brain.
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amicus_curiae Contrarian, esq. Hypergraphia Someone must be right; it may as well be me. I used to be smart but now I’m just stupid. —Donnie Smith— |
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