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Apr 09, 2018, 03:02 PM
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Well after my spectacular meltdown yesterday I managed to do some self care today and drag myself to the pharmacy and pick up refills that I needed. I was completely out of Xanax and my pain Meds.
I was feeling like such a looser yesterday that I didn’t even ask my husband to go to the drugstore for me. I know he would have done it gladly, but I didn’t feel like I deserved the help. Why do I do to this to myself? Sheesh!
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Apr 09, 2018, 03:55 PM
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I’m glad you’re doing better today. Take care of yourself.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#3
Apr 09, 2018, 05:02 PM
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Good job! I’m glad you’re feeling better.
I hate asking for help too. I feel like I don’t deserve it and that I should be able to just do everything myself. So I get that completely.
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Apr 09, 2018, 05:59 PM
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I often feel like I do not deserve the things my husband is happy to do for me.
I honestly do not know why he stays... I am in pain a lot of the time. I am often housebound. I have a lot of medical issues. My pain and my depression are treatment resistant. The list could go on and on. I understand, at least to some degree, as to how you were feeling yesterday... and today, when you'd felt better than yesterday. I have felt both ways today. Thanks for sharing!  WC
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Apr 09, 2018, 09:15 PM
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I also suffer from guilt re how much my family do for me. I’m happy to hear your feeling better.
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Pookyl ———————————————————————————— BP1, GAD, Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, Claustrophobia Psych meds: Saphris, Seroquel XR, regular Seroquel. PRN Diazepam and Zopiclone |
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