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Apr 20, 2018, 01:14 AM
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I've been feeling like I'm just about to lose it. Same voices, telling me to get rid of myself. It always feels like Satan is attacking me. When I had trouble as a child I was told that it probably was just Satan, and he wants to grab as many souls as he can. I also can't be in a room with anything read. Reminds me of demons. I know this is probably just an episode, but it feels real to me.If I'm aware of the lies told, does that mean I am not really psychotic?
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Apr 20, 2018, 01:28 AM
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I am sorry you are going through this.
 I am also saddened you were told Satan plays a role What a scary thing to tell a child!  I hope you can keep yourself safe, despite the voices. If you are feeling tempted to harm yourself in any way, please awaken H so he can help you. Please stay safe.  WC
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Apr 20, 2018, 02:00 AM
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I'm so sorry, 99fairies. The state you've described sounds very frightening. Do you have any idea of what caused it...any changes in medication, for example? Or maybe you need a med change.
When will you speak with your pdoc? |
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Apr 20, 2018, 06:06 AM
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I just went through a meds change and the new med made me very paranoid and I was seeing things. So I quit that, called my pharmacist And he said it can take up to a week to get out of my system. It's been almost a week.
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Apr 20, 2018, 08:16 AM
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I've been on several meds that I went off of and by day 2 had intense symptoms. Usually, the pdoc would tell me that I couldn't be experiencing symptoms so soon because the med takes more time to leave the body. Maybe that's true sometimes, but I don't believe it's always true.
Will you be able to speak with your pdoc soon? The paranoia, etc. that you're experiencing does not sound like something you want to continue experiencing. I mean, I would be concerned about it getting even worse. |
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Apr 20, 2018, 10:04 AM
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I see him in a month. If it isn't from the old med and just persists, I will go to the hospital my Pdoc works at.
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Apr 20, 2018, 01:12 PM
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Yes. Please don't wait a month.
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Apr 20, 2018, 01:31 PM
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I agree with Laurie! Please don’t wait a month. Telling a child that their bad feeelings is caused by satan is vicious abuse! It’s a miracle any of us make it through childhood alive.
 it’s makes me so mad they told you that! You are sick NOT being chased by Satan. Please take care of yourelf and get help soon.
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Apr 20, 2018, 01:32 PM
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Oh honey. I'm sorry. I get where I think satan is attacking me too! Please cal your dr
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Apr 20, 2018, 01:40 PM
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When I am in psychosis I also think it's Satan attacking me, but than I'm talking to God and Jesus for help really. I also do a lot of reading of the bible.
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Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.  Daughter: 20  Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs. |
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Apr 20, 2018, 06:35 PM
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I took some Zyprexa and I almost feel normal. Such an effective drug.
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Apr 20, 2018, 08:23 PM
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Yes zyprexa is great glad you are feeling better. Why not have your doctor put you on zyprexa full time. I know weight gain can be an issue. But it seems to really help you.
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Apr 20, 2018, 08:27 PM
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Gaining weight is not an option for me. I gained 60 pounds from meds. I recently Lost 55 pounds. I can't regain that weight.
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Apr 20, 2018, 08:38 PM
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My psychiatrist shot me out of the manic sky with Zyprexa.
Great drug. I hope you figure out something with your pdoc. |
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Apr 21, 2018, 02:25 AM
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I think if you're aware of it just means you are fighting it. I have paranoid delusions and, AT TIMES, I am aware it is not real, and I can fight it. At times I completely run with it and let the delusions consume me. Anti psychotics help, if you're not on any, I suggest you get on that asap.
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Apr 21, 2018, 10:56 AM
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I'm on the max dose of Geodon.
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Apr 21, 2018, 11:28 AM
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I’m sort of in the camp of “whatever works for you.” If you can’t take zyprexa full time because of weight gain, maybe it’s a viable option to use as needed to yank yourself out of a psychotic episode. Just a thought. You seem to be self aware enough to be able to know when you are experiencing psychosis.
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Apr 22, 2018, 11:41 PM
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Another thread gone. I'm gonna write what the people wants to hear from now on. If at all.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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Apr 23, 2018, 07:26 AM
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Hugs 99fairies
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Apr 23, 2018, 08:55 AM
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Quote:
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Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg
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#21
Apr 23, 2018, 12:32 PM
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Pirilin, What are you trying to say?
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Apr 23, 2018, 01:14 PM
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What a scary thing to tell a child, I’m sorry, grrrrrrrrrrrr
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Apr 23, 2018, 04:37 PM
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Have you ever tried Invega ? It helped me level out , very seldom was paranoid. It’s also weight neutral, I actually lost weight on it.
I agree tho if your going into hell and Z pulls you out on a prn then I’d use it.
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Apr 24, 2018, 05:16 AM
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yes I've been on invega . It did wonders for me. But my prolactin levels were very high, so doc took me off it.
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#25
Apr 24, 2018, 07:46 AM
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Only your therapist knows best, there’s too many questions about your past that I don’t think anyone here should give (unless they know you) a credible answer. Feel better, you deserve it❤️
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