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Finally able to stop counting weeks and days.. Due to going IP over Easter weekend I was IP in a hellish place not my normal one, They had no beds at all..
Anyway I guess arguing with the incompetent nurses trying to give me insulin when I am NOT diabetic,, Had to argue with them on everything, twice the nurses tried to give me someone elses med... Was Horrific! I got so mad I wasnt suicidal anymore at the time. Waves here and there since , but I told my husband if I get bad...... duct tape me to a wall. I saw my T 3 weeks ago and tomorrow... His schedule is so packed he is finding ways to fit me in , He and I have been together 6 years.. So we are going to somehow get me past the horror that is causing this unrelenting PTSD Anyway thats my update on a " finally " spring Sunday
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That sounds horrible...no beds, incompetent nurses....you’re lucky they didn’t strait jacket you. Glad you made it out alive. Good luck sweety.
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I was sent by ambulance to the other place 80 miles away... Im surpised they didnt try that straightjacket ( I would own that place right now had they) They demanded I take off my wedding ring that argument lasted almost an hour ... I have never been told I have to remove it anywhere I have gone and it didnt happen.... They tried to force me to use there personal hygiene products.. Just thing after thing that had me furious. Told me I could not have my book I took to avoid talking to people.. I said wtf am I going to do chew the pages and choke myself to death? .. But I spoke to the Doctor and voiced my obvious problems with staff and he said" this isnt the first time I am hearing this" ![]() Before I left I complained to the head admin for the nurses and sent a letter and a phone call to head of the facility about it .. I got the " typical we will look into it" blah blah blah. Im sure nothing was done. and more people will suffer at that place... Shame . Hope the place burns to the ground.
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Glad you stopped counting. I think that means you're starting to heal.
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I am sorry you went through that experience at the hospital.
![]() Glad the inpatient pdoc let you out quickly! I am thankful you have your H and your T! ![]() Glad to have you back around PC, too! ![]() I hope you are on your path to healing. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() WC
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Oh my God...you poor thing. I would come unglued.
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I'm sorry it took a fresh nightmare to demin the old one. Sounds like the place is run by bureaucratic a$$holes who have no experience. Glad you were able to get out in less than 72 hours. I clashed with the pdoc in a place much like that and he threatened to keep me, I told him he was abusing his power as a doc thr eating to keep me just because we clashed and not because I was in need of hospitalization. Hope things get better soon for you.
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72 hours of hell..I had to almost do 2 weeks....but it was an insurance cake walk compared to this. They wouldn’t listen to me when I told them I had alters...they just wanted their money and released. So sad mental hospitals are today...we are just a money cow to them. Smh.
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That sux. Ive been almost given a niccotine patch (I dont smoke) and (another time) taken for ECT that I didnt need. Both times they argued with me.
Sorry this happened to you Christina.
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I’m so sorry you had to go through that! Sounds like the IP I was in in November. Ridiculous. I’m glad you’ve been able to stop counting though. I’m trying to believe that everything happens for a reason (not sure I do but trying). So maybe it was a blessing in disguise that the IP was so terrible.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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YES!!!!!!!!!! Yay Richard! Yay everything!
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Whose Richard? I thought her name was Christina something??? Yes?
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He is my Therapist lol
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How absolutely ghastly grrrrrrrr
![]() With my allergies and all (to almost everything) I have an absolute horror of hospitals and the incompetent nurses and their “one size fits all” garbage ![]() - apologies to the nurses who care - Quote:
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Wow Christina, I’m so sorry you had to go through that.
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Sorry you had to go through that. Hope you get better treatment soon.
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Thank you everyone for the support it means more that you know
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I'm so glad you got out of there. I've been to horrible hospitals. It sucks! So happy you're back with your old therapist! Hopefully you can work through all the ptsd stuff.
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Yikes. What is wrong with these people?! Sorry you had to deal with that.
![]() But yea that you have been able to stop counting!! That is great news!! ![]() Lots of ![]() |
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What an experience. I've been in lock-up, or jail, if you wish, and it was way more dignified.
I'm specially troubled that this is happening to you. You have been of my most fervent supporters, and here I am, not being able to do anything for you. Hell, I'll pray. It will be a good sacrifice for me. Let's see if the 'Ole Man listens. Can't do much of anything else for you for now.. And if you think I can, please, PM me. Get well soon. You are very needed here.
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Aww thanks so much ![]()
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