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Default May 11, 2018 at 09:35 PM
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how do they expect us to take these **** pills and blindly set by while the remainder of my mind gets flushed down the drain ... the feeling ( or really lack of any feeling ) , followed by the uncontrolled emotions , mostly crying ... was at a neighbors funeral wed and I cried ... not for him but because the flowers were so beautiful ..

. I cry at the news ...and have thoughts of pealing the skin off these monsters the news bring into our homes every night ... usually don't watch ... but did today ... mistake ...

when I was deathly into the black at least I felt something ... ever if was all negative ... the anexity is the worst ... with out that I think I could survive ... ( med free ) ... at least when I am down I have a reason ... a plan ... a desire to look foward to "something" ... now .. just dishwater .... luke warm and useless ... my biggest dream is looking foward to the next meal

just *****ing ... my turn you know ... be well my friends ... the Tigger loves you ... now if I could just love me ... ...

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You are loved by those on PC. And you are a really kind person..big hugs.

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Default May 12, 2018 at 02:03 PM
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Of course we all (me included) love you.
Bad funk. It will go away. The time, I don't know. But it will. XOXO.

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For mental health sake...we stopped watching the news. Thinking about deleting certain Facebook pages t stay sane.
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just *****ing ... my turn you know ... be well my friends ... the Tigger loves you ... now if I could just love me ... ...
You deserve to take a turn. You're always so supportive of others. We'll just have to support you until you can love yourself. Be good.
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Default May 13, 2018 at 07:31 PM
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That you cry makes you a human, no? Other than that, maybe you need to a med tweak at the moment. It is hard to say without knowing more, but if the meds make you feel like a person you do not want to be, bring it up with the prescriber!
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maybe you need to a med tweak !
just had one ... thats the problem ... yes been on phone ...
changed again ... twice in 3 weeks .... but is going to take awhile to get this out of my system ... thanks for all the good thoughts guys and gals ...

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the med game gets so frustrating. being unmedicated is better for me but brings its own set of problems, obviously. I'm not sure finally thinking and feeling is worth the fight. My heart knows I will end up playing the med game again one day....hang in there. you got this. big tight hug to keep the demons at bay (((( tigger)))). and positive vibes as always.
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the med game gets so frustrating. being unmedicated is better for me but brings its own set of problems, obviously. I'm not sure finally thinking and feeling is worth the fight. My heart knows I will end up playing the med game again one day....hang in there. you got this. big tight hug to keep the demons at bay (((( tigger)))). and positive vibes as always.

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Awwww Tig

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thanks stayc ... I have missed you ... welcome back ...
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