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Jul 25, 2018, 02:32 PM
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Today is the anniversary of what sent me into the depths of hell.. Ptsd .
How do I feel now? With help from my T I have moved forward alot.. I still have anger about but it no longer is a rage that took over my life.. Mainly the "clean up part" That is something that my T and I dont think I will ever get "over" ( understandably) It will just be filed along with the other hellish stuff in my life I have gone through. Do I miss her and have compassion about what she did ? No. If she wanted to take herself out she could have done it other ways that would not have traumatized me to that hellish degree. Had I not gotten back in with my T I think I would still be in hell.... Im so grateful that he had not retired.
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#2
Jul 25, 2018, 03:20 PM
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I'm sorry. At least for me, though I have probably 4 different and unrelated instances causing varying amounts of PTSD, at least I don't know the dates. Well, I take that back, the date of the last one, the perforated ulcer that almost killed me at a time when I didn't want to die (there's irony for you), yeah, I remember that because of was Valentine's Day and I'd just turned 40 in January.
I'm glad I can't/don't remember the other dates. I don't know how I'd handle it. I'm glad your T helped.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
| bizi, Wild Coyote, ~Christina
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#3
Jul 25, 2018, 03:36 PM
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I am very sorry for all of your suffering.
 You have survived this year, although it sounds like it was very, very tough on you. I, for one, am glad/thankful you are finding some healing.  WC
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Jul 25, 2018, 04:07 PM
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im so sorry. that day shocked me and alli wanted to do was to drive to you and hug you!
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Jul 25, 2018, 05:59 PM
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Thinking of you. You’re one of the strongest people I know. xo
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#6
Jul 25, 2018, 06:20 PM
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Quote:
i agree with this
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| Wild Coyote
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Jul 25, 2018, 07:54 PM
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Just checking in again.
Wondering how the day has been for you. WC
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Jul 25, 2018, 08:07 PM
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your always in my thoughts ... always will be ... time may not heal some things. but if we let it we can gain a new perspective ... though the wound will never be healed as it was before ... hopefully time will soften the bad memories ... love from Tigger ..
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| bizi, Wild Coyote
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#9
Jul 25, 2018, 08:08 PM
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It’s been a “ odd “ day to be honest.
Ive been kinda stuck in my head off and on.... but I think it’s a normal reaction.
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#10
Jul 25, 2018, 09:17 PM
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anniversary dates are always hard. be kind to yourself.
(((((HUGS)))) bizi
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| Wild Coyote
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Jul 26, 2018, 12:21 PM
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You went through a hideous trauma and wisely reached out for help. You've passed the one-year anniversary. I highly commend you for getting through this past year. The coming year will likely be much less difficult. Here's to never losing hope!
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Jul 26, 2018, 12:36 PM
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Thank you everyone.
I did get through yesterday with a blip or 2 here and there which I expected. I am damn proud of myself for working so hard with my therapist that the event is just filed away with all the other abuse I have worked through. Go me !
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Jul 26, 2018, 12:52 PM
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Thinking of you, Christina. Anniversaries of traumas are very hard to go through, but you made it. Pat yourself on the back for it. HUGS.
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Jul 26, 2018, 01:45 PM
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Go you, indeed! You SHOULD be damn proud of yourself!
 You've worked really hard on this and deserve the credit.
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Jul 27, 2018, 02:14 AM
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I am really happy that you have a handle on this terrible time in yiur life. I see it still can be difficult for you. I think it is quite an accomplishment being able to do this only a year after it happened. Awesome! I doubt if I could do the same.
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Jul 27, 2018, 08:06 AM
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I'm happy you got through the year. Big hugs, christina.
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#17
Jul 27, 2018, 09:32 AM
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Deeply sorry. Christina. I had no idea you'd had to go through that.
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