Leave me alone / CPAP

Annoying. Guy who is married just showed up to starbucks and demanded to know why I have "ignored" his texts the last two days. I told him Ive been running around- that we have an inspection coming up mostly. He said that the other day when he came over to my place I was ignoring him and other negative things. We honestly between you guys and me I dont WANT to be kissed by him! I feel likehe asked to come over just so he could make out with me- and possibly have sex. (There was nobody else home.) I just wanted to be alone. Period. Except my kids- thats different. So I told him this and he got up and left in a huff. Huff away! Im still getting over hypomania and you can stop being so damned selfish!

And in other news.... I have an appointment this Monday at 1 to get my new CPAP!!! After 6+ weeks of shuffling paperwork and phone calls back and forth FINALLY! Especially since my old one finally died for good.

But this means that I have to sleep without my old cpap until Monday because it broke even more. If i can get it to turn on- IF- it smells like melting plastic. I dont know why.

I’m glad you’re getting your cpap soon! I hope the guy respects your boundaries. You don’t owe him anything.

(((HUGS for Moose)))

Bye Felicia!!

Thank you.

I have gotten so conditioned to my CPAP I am not sure I would sleep well at all without it. My old one was acting up and it was near the end of my plan year and I had blown by out of pocket, so I got a new one before the plan year ended.

Hope the jerk stays gone in a huff.

Well I slept just fine without it! We shall see how tired I feel later.

I’m glad about the CPAP. As for the guy not leaving you alone, don’t go out with him, don’t invite him into your apartment if he won’t leave you alone. Did you do things or give a sense of interest in it with him while you were manic? And don’t give your number to text to guys you don’t know well, especially married ones.

I have noticed you seem to only have guy friends. Do you not have any friends who are women?

The guy sounds like a douche. I think you handled it well. Glad you are getting a new CPAP machine.

The last time I saw him was at Starbucks. I was there alone and he just showed up and sat down right across from me and started complaining.

When I was manic I asked a lot of my guy friends for sex. Hbut he and I didnt but I did let him kiss me. Ive known the starbucks guy for like 5 years.

I do have female friends but when Im manic they dont interest me as much.