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I am having really weird thoughts. Paranoid and delusional ones my therapist said. I think I've also been hallucinating because I've been seeing shadows and white floating streaks that vanish into the ground.
When I met with my therapist the other day I accused her of lying to me and that I didn't trust her. Everything seems to be going more and more to hell now. Yesterday I thought I was being attacked by interdimensional spirits that wanted to get inside me. I saw one enter this dimension. They are there. Hiding. Can't see them but I feel them. I know it's ridiculous but it feels so true and real. Denying this is defying my inner instinct.
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I>/\\/ Dx: Bipolar I w/ mixed features, BPD, ADHD, Anxiety, Gender dysphoria, ASD |
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Sounds like you’re in trouble... would you be willing to go ip?
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I don't need IP. I just got out of a partial program last week. They'll only make me worse there.
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That sounds scary. I'm sorry you're going through that. Big hugs.
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Ugh. Been there and it's miserable...frightening, too. Upping my Lamictal dose has helped. The demon thingies seem to have left.
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Can you use grounding skills and fact check this horrible stuff ?
Hate to see you suffer with this , I do often so I speak from experience ![]()
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Yes that's what I've been doing and it's been working for the most part, but it's getting harder and harder to ground as the psychosis intensifies.
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I>/\\/ Dx: Bipolar I w/ mixed features, BPD, ADHD, Anxiety, Gender dysphoria, ASD |
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I hear that !
Maybe tomorrow will be a better day ![]()
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