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I feel like a burden and piece of **** no matter what I do, but the energy I have stop me to be 24h a day laying in bed. I was 100% of my free time in bed until a week ago that the lack of motivation and energy became a bomb and I am doing a ton of thing while I still feel like **** and I want to stop but I cannot stop doing things. It feels WEEEEEIRD. I feel distressed but at the same time OK. I just can't rest, it is extremelly hard to sleep without benzos but I don't want to take them.
Like this: ![]() ![]() ![]() I am not irritable, once I was like this but extremelly irritable and suicidal, but I concluded it was due to benzo withdraw, and maybe it was. Last time I was EXACTLY like this was in early August I worked up to 16h a day as a waiter and even if my legs hurted so much I stoped feeling anything, I couldn't stop moving when I was at home and I was supossed to rest. Then I became tired and depressed, "normal" depression, until now. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I feel a bit confused. I am not out of control, I have a ton of plan and write them but before buying everything to start it I think if I really can make it now and so. Ok, I don't know. I don't think I am bipolar, it doesn's seem so severe (severe enough to be bipolar) BUT it is not "normal depression" and I would like to know others experience, I don't want it to go out of control Thank you ![]()
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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I am sorry you are having a tough time.
Have you seen a professional for diagnosis and for treatment? ![]() WC
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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My psychiatrist doesn't care really much about labels.
I have tried some moods stabilizers without success, right now I just take an antidepressant.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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