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Nov 01, 2018, 07:36 PM
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I have been reliving my past experiences lately ... agreed I am getting old and I guess some of this is normal ... but this seems so much more ..
last night I kept remembering and running thru my mind an event where a church had sent me on a retreat and when I returned I was asked to give a report about it ... I was not prepared to do so and I just fumbled my way thru it ... I have always felt quilty over this as I felt like I let them down and to some degree I wasted there money spent on my trip ... I know this is so unimportant and I should have got over it 30 years ago ... but I had this running thru my mind for hours and only stopped when I bombed myself with xanex ... events like this (so trivial) are filling my mind lately and it seems to be getting worst ... I mean the details are so vivid I feel the emotions (mostly bad ) I did then ... its not years ago it seems like it just happen yesterday ... upping my lamictal but have never heard of that causing such ... my stress has been up lately could be related ... would love to tell a T but I can not find one I can respect and trust ... there are so many screwed up people pretenting to be a T it is scary... anyway just a daily rant ... Tigger .. ps: I love this halloween pic of Soonkyu.. . |
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Nov 02, 2018, 02:11 PM
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Yes I have this problem as well. Of course I'm not getting old... I am old.
 I get the kinds of flashes you describe all the time. Sometimes I'll have one & I'll suddenly realize what just flashed through my mind happened 40 or even 50 years ago! So why on god's earth am I wincing at it now?  I'm actually losing a lot of my "history" at this point. This is one of the reasons I doubt being in therapy would really be of a lot of help at this point. I can no longer recall enough of my life to really be able to put together an accurate picture of what happened over the years. I just mostly have these random flashes primarily related to embarrassments I suffered or things I regret.  In my case, I approach them with compassionate abiding. It helps... 
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Nov 02, 2018, 06:18 PM
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I get this too. And then i think "I'll have to remember that..." But of course its just a flash in the pan.
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Nov 03, 2018, 11:08 AM
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I constantly have memories running through my mind. Like a movie reel. Makes me very sad.
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Nov 03, 2018, 06:47 PM
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