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I'm having a really rough year and it's mostly my fault. I have intense, racing suicidal thoughts and my pdoc is very concerned. I'm going back in tomorrow. I was involuntarily put IP last week for an attempt and now I'm having the thoughts again.
This sucks, is all.
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I>/\\/ Dx: Bipolar I w/ mixed features, BPD, ADHD, Anxiety, Gender dysphoria, ASD |
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It definitely sucks big time, 251turnaround. Good luck in there.
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Hope it helps. Don’t be in a rush to leave until you feel stable.
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It's not your fault this is happening to you, 251turnaround
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Rough years do pass and things do get easier. |
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Hugs 251turnaround
Those thoughts can get to any of us and you shouldnt blame yourself. You being safe is most important and hopefully this IP will help get those under control
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Bipolar 1 Borderline Personality Disorder Alcohol Use Disorder Meds: Depakote Welbutrin Abilify I didn't want any flowers, I only wanted to lie with my hands turned up and be utterly empty. How free it is, you have no idea how free. - Sylvia Plath |
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This is not your fault. Your brain is going haywire. Don’t be embarrassed that it’s the forth time this year. Any amount of times is worth it to save your life. I’ve had periods of many hospitalisations over a short time. Like you, I was out of control and a constant treat to my life. In the end things calmed down and I could be safe at home. Give yourself time. I really hope the doctors can find the right treatment ASAP.
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