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#741
Pretty down in the dumps. Wish I could sleep but I took a long nap. I am feeling empty of some sorts and am just sort of here.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
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#742
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Member Since Jul 2011
Location: Tennessee
Posts: 22,450
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#743
We got the floor of our deck stained and sealed today. It looks so amazing. We won’t be able to paint for a few days rain is coming. I just can’t wait to see it finished.
I’m still doing fine off meds __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jan 2015
Location: USA
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#744
Happy to be home. It was a great vacation and I came to a conclusion on some tough decisions I have to make. I feel more at peace now.
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lightly toasted, Wild Coyote, ~Christina
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Wise Elder
Member Since Nov 2009
Location: NW US
Posts: 9,383
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#745
I worked a full work week(!) (These are the first days working there.)
The new job is going really well. I like it SOOO much better. __________________ ********* Mr. Robot Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside. --The Cure
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Location: Tennessee
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#746
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I’m glad you had a nice time. There’s no place like home, I’m always relieved when we make it home in one piece from all our Florida trips lol I’m glad you have found some peace __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#747
__________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Mar 2019
Location: USA
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#748
Happy Father's Day to all of the wonderful men who have given their time and their love over the years. I hope you all have a relaxing and wonderful day.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Hogwarts
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#749
My ceiling is being repaired next week from a leak. Pretty anxious about it, don't like having people in my apartment, especially when they're in and out, I have two cats and don't want the to get out so I'm going to see if they can work on it during days I'm home.
Got all the paperwork done for the new apartment I'm trying to get into. Now I just wait till there's an opening and they give me a call Didn't want to take my meds or sleep last night but I made myself. It's a rainy today which I love __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#750
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Wild Coyote, ~Christina
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#752
I’m not looking forward to tomorrow, Tuesday, and Wednesday. ALL DAY MEETINGS. 7am to 6pm with one break from 12:30pm to 1pm each day. And then they want to have a business DINNER afterwards. Ugh. No way am I doing dinner! I can’t be with work people from 7am thru 8 or 9pm from Monday thru Wednesday. Not to mention I have to drive to/from work.
My new boss and old boss think it will be “fun and interesting like last year,” but it certainly wasn’t either of those things last year! I kinda wish I had a valid excuse to skip. It was painful. Really painful. Stressed me out and caused an episode last year... |
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#753
I'm still here. I've noticed I've been saying things wrong. Like instead of "the cat is under the table." I'll say " the rat is under the yellow." Or just the order of words is off. Still doing nothing but listening to music all day.
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Veteran Member
Member Since Oct 2015
Location: Canada
Posts: 577
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#754
I’ve been having super bad brain zaps again. I’m on day 5 and they get worse every day. Nothing is working to make them go away. I’m really getting frustrated. It’s ruining whole days of my life and pdoc just says to take Ativan.
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Member Since Jun 2016
Location: U.S.
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#755
Exhausted. I barely have the energy to do anything, and I'm not even sure why that is. Tomorrow I have a training at work all day. It is hard for me to sit still for very long, so I look forward to it being over. But in some ways, at least it delays me from having to deal with other responsibilities at work. Stress from moving within the next month is difficult when trying to work an deal with that at the same time, although it is a change that will benefit me. Can't wait to just go to sleep though, although there's still a few things I need to do today.
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Location: United States
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#756
@GoldenSnitch that sounds horrible! I'm sorry your doc isn't being more helpful.
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#757
Been having more frequent psychosis and feeling very sad lately.
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Silver Swan
Member Since Jan 2008
Location: USA
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#758
I received my copy of "The Liver Cleansing Diet" today and I've dived right in. It has an easy-to-read font which is pleasing. Im determined to fix all the issues steming from my messed up liver- which antipsychotics wrecked.
__________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Loxapine 50mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Wild Coyote, ~Christina
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jul 2014
Location: Milky Way
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#759
It’s 7 am and I’m at my partners flat. I came over late yesterday as he is in bad shape. His parents (especially his Dad) are horrible, abusive people and he cut off all contact last year. It is all hitting him now as he had been blinded to their abuse until recently. I could see it but he couldn’t hear it all the years we were married. He is also very ill with Bipolar, utterly broke, struggling with basic tasks, extremely anxious, and basically a mess.
Thankfully he has no urge to harm himself. Due to his anxiety he has wanted to be left alone so I did that but as he has only worsened I decided he needs company whether he sees it or not. He did seem to pick up after I was here so I will stay as long as he needs. He has other horrible circumstances to process and it has only just begun. Severe PTSD and Bipolar together make life unbearable for him. It breaks my heart. As for me, I’m fine outside of irritability which I’m sure is from coming off Lamotrogine as I’m having brain zaps too. A couple more weeks of this and I’m free if that drug. __________________ Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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Poohbah
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: Australia
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#760
No longer sui but still feel like shyte.
New euthanasia laws have been passed in one of our states but mentally ill people are exempt. __________________ Pookyl ———————————————————————————— BP1, GAD, Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, Claustrophobia Psych meds: Saphris, Seroquel XR, regular Seroquel. PRN Diazepam and Zopiclone |
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