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#1
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Me: stable but anxious. I could go for a reduction in meds so my brain doesn't continue to get fried. (Brain frying is my biggest concern!)
I wish I could get my anxiety under control, but alas, meds don't seem to touch it. ![]() |
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#2
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me: tired of life and going nowhere, but acting like I have it all together because I don't have any real support around me
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#3
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the last 4/ 5 days especially, it's been like what's the point?
I have litirally done nothing with myself |
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#4
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Stable and grateful. I have no complaints. I have flashbacks every now and again that upset me, but I'm able to quickly reign it back in.
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#5
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It must be so difficult with no real support. Do you have professional support?
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD ![]() "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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#6
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I’ve been stable (and happy) for several weeks, almost six weeks
![]() Started to sleep a bit less, and a bit anxious/paranoid at some nights. Dream a lot. So, I pay attention to any shift in mood. Edit: wrote 2 months, it’s been about six weeks with stable moods ![]() |
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#7
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I had a good weekend. As for at this precise moment, I kind of feel irritable. We are having people come to measure for our upcoming new counter tops. My husband and I had a disagreement about what to do with a particular empty space. He ended up getting his way, which is not uncommon in our marriage. I'm not really on board with his decision. I am the cook/baker, and an enthusiastic one. He isn't. I really wish that I had more authority over what gets done in the kitchen. Him being the dishwasher isn't sufficient, and isn't relevant to the part of the kitchen we debated about. Plus, I am more knowledgeable about sales and marketing than he is. I know what any future prospective buyers would find more appealing. Whatever!!!!!
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Ha ha. Considering I just spent a week IP and was so excited to get out that I didn't realize I am still somewhat hypomanic.
Depakote was added to my meds and quitiapene increased. See pdoc tomorrow. Do NOT want to go back in!!!! But I should be fine. Just wish I could sleep more than 6 hours a night but should be thankful I can at least sleep that much. |
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#9
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mood is good. slept great. took a klonopin late last night before bedtime and I think I'm still feeling it's effects this morning since I believe it stays in your system longer. no anxiety to speak of. no panic. feel clear, focused and lucid. I'm even going to have a cup of coffee, which I've been avoiding like the plague. hope everyone has a great day. hang in there and stay strong warriors!
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"Do or Do Not. There is No Try" - Yoda, Jedi Master ![]() Diagnosed 2008 Bipolar II with Mixed States, Rapid Cycling with Anxiety / Depression: Meds: Zoloft, Latuda, Gabapentin & Depakote. |
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#10
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Boringly stable, my dreams are my excapest avenue. Last night I traveled with gypsies and cooked on a two tiered grill and had to run for my life.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#11
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I'm both nervous and sad.
Nervous because something significant is happening at work and sad because I miss my son and still getting over the loss of my cat 6 days ago. It'll pass.
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* Dx: Bipolar II (finally, after years at Bipolar NOS) * Rx: minimal dose of Lamictal My avatar picture is a photo of the Whirlpool Galaxy I took in April 2023. I dedicated this photo to my sister who passed away in July 2016. |
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#12
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empty, anxious and excited. I'm excited because Miguel comes home tomorrow. I feel painfully empty and anxiety is with me all the time.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#13
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I'm happy.
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I’m stable and grateful for it. I feel good.
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Surprisingly stable and pretty happy with a dash of intrusive/obsessive thoughts and anxiety. It's manageable, I just know that is not how a "typical" mind might be thinking.
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#18
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Good! Too good some might say
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#19
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Dealing with tons of panic and anxiety about the up coming Florida trip
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Well, I was very busy and a bit stressed. Right now, I am both livid and very concerned. A strange mix of feelings, I'll admit.
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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#22
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Stable and happy; and shockingly doing okay physical health wise. I'm looking forward to a much needed vacation.
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Generalized Anxiety Disorder Depression Symptoms of PTSD Trintellix 10mg once daily Buspar 10mg three times daily |
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Thanks, yellow_fleurs 😊! I wish it turned out that way, but it didn't. It does make sense, but oh well!
I have been increasingly irritable, to put it mildly. I could share stories about this, but I won't. It's gotten to the point where it's a red flag. |
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Last night I was back living in dorms and a group of mean girls stole a very expensive art textbook and a pimped out pink phone from me. Their T made them give it back to me. But I had a better phone. Although I was very happy to get my book back. At the end of the dream I was drawing on draft boards
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#25
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Anxious, anxious, anxious. I was in a car accident a few weeks ago, broken ribs, contusion along chest wall, now going back to work tomorrow. Since the accident, I've become VERY anxious driving. I work at 2 hospitals and some off-campus clinics. Tomorrow they want me to drive to the further away hospital and there are supposed to be thunderstorms with high winds. I. Am. So. Anxious.
I will be talking to my boss before I start working tomorrow, and maybe somehow I can get out of it. Or maybe not, and I should just suck it up because this is what my normal workdays will be like, and I have to start sometime. I wish there weren't thunderstorms forecast!!
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Bipolar 1 Lamictal: 400 mg Latuda: 60mg Klonopin: 1 mg Propranolol: 10 mg Zoloft: 100 mg Temazepam: 15 mg Zyprexa 5-10mg prn (for Central Pain Syndrome: methadone 20 mg; for chronic back pain: meloxicam 15 mg; for migraines: prochlorperazine prn) |
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